By degrees, however, a very warm friendship sprang up.
“Oh, dear, those two girls!” she writes a fortnight later. “What a
flood of happiness they have brought into the house. And made me
behave a little too. Sarah makes me attend to my hair. Oh, dear, home
is a different place since they have been here. I am _so_ happy. All
my gloom and troubles swept off like cobwebs.”
When they are gone, she writes pages of analysis of their characters,
and very able analysis it is. This is how it concludes:
“I feel as if I mean to love Ellie most, and Sarah forces me to love
her most. I love Ellie most in my mind, and Sarah most in my heart.
Sarah clings to me so, leans on me. Ellie walks upright beside me, a
companion, a guide, and gives me a hand. There certainly is something
of the angel about Ellie, with much of the woman. You don’t connect
the idea of angel with Sarah.
Sarah will do almost anything for me. I do not think she has refused
me one thing since she loved me. She rode with me when no one on earth
could get her to mount a horse; she went in a boat with me, though she
never will enter one. Oh, she is so good, so loving to me. I wish I
had her always.
And I am going to them at Dunham, my darlings.”
When it became known that she was going on a visit to Great Dunham, a
number of Norfolk relatives on both sides of the house asked her to
visit them also, and the result was that for the next two months she had
quite a gay time,—beginning with her Mother’s elder sister, Mrs. Taylor,
and going from her to the Ferrier Jex-Blakes, the Evans, the Blake
Humfreys, the Cubitts and others. As a rule—not without exceptions—she
captivated her girl cousins, proved very attractive to her uncles and
elderly male cousins, and contrived to rub along with her aunts. “I
never appreciated my old Daddy till now,” she writes on one occasion, “I
really believe, as Mummy says, he never said an _un-nice_ thing in his
life, or approached a coarse or ungentlemanly joke. He is certainly a
beau-ideal gentleman, ‘Chevalier sans reproche.’”
Of one family she says, “Not very quiet and not specially dutiful.
Rather reminds me of us, only they are more good-tempered over it.”
“Uncle Evans amused me exceedingly at lunch yesterday, giving his
opinion in quite energetic style, and as if he had studied the
subject, that not only I should marry, which I said I shouldn’t, but
very soon.... Heaven knows who it could be.... I never saw the man I
would have.”
At Wroxham she made the acquaintance of a cousin, Robert Blake-Humfrey,
who was deeply interested in questions of pedigree, heraldry, etc., and
he found in the creator of Sackermena an apt pupil.
“Hurrah! Going in for a good morning’s work at the pedigree. 9¼.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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