Here, one would have said, was the beginning of an ideal friendship, and
so it might have proved—allowing, of course, for the necessary rubs
between two such strong natures—had the two girls been alone in the
world. But each of the two belonged to a family that in different ways
exacted a great deal from each of its members, and particularly of the
member involved in the present friendship. It is doubtful whether even
the two girls could have made a success of _living_ together, for the
diary refers occasionally to “cataracts and breaks,” and on both sides
there are letters of penitence for hot temper or “coldness and pride.”
Moreover, Miss Hill loved peace more than do most, and, dearly as she
loved S. J.-B., she was almost bound in time to find her “more
stimulating than quotidian,” to quote a quaint phrase of Carlyle’s.
It is therefore with no small sinking of heart that one reads the
following entry in S. J.-B.’s diary:
“Sept. 9th. Sunday [1860]. A plan on foot of my taking part of a house
with the Hills and having Alice for a servant. That would be very
jolly. But rents high about here,—least £120.”
Certainly a similar sinking of heart took possession of Mr. and Mrs.
Jex-Blake, and when they learned that the finding of a tenant for the
drawing-room floor was an essential part of the scheme, it is not
surprising that—short of stopping their daughter’s allowance which had
been increased some time before—they did everything in their power to
discourage the arrangement. They were well aware that, here as
everywhere, the willing shoulders would take their full share of work
and responsibility. The reader will be prepared for Mr. Jex-Blake’s
point of view:
“DEAREST CHILD,
You cannot surely mean to take a house and let lodgings in
direct opposition to your dear Mother and me. It would be quite
disgraceful and we never can consent to it. I will not believe, my
dear child, with all our love for you, that you will so directly
disobey us, or that Miss Hill, knowing our feelings on the subject,
can be a party to it.
When you spoke of the other house, you said a lawyer was to look over
the lease, and take care of the Hills, and I firmly believed, till the
last few days, that you were to hire rooms. I had no more idea of your
becoming a lodging-house keeper than of your keeping a shop. You
cannot suppose that I would assist Miss Hill in such an exceedingly
blameable transaction. I would _with real pleasure_ assist her in all
possible ways ... but no Father or Mother who love their daughter, in
your position, could consent to her joining in it. I trust, dearest
child, you will give up all idea of such a thing, which, once done,
you would repent as long as you lived.”
The response to this protest has not been preserved. On October 18th
Miss Hill writes:
“MY DARLING CHILD,
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