And such a lesson! No explaining,—some scolding, some shouting,—a good
deal of cry and small wool. Then he came to me. ‘Can ye do
proportion?’ ‘Yes (!) I want to do Algebra.’ ‘Ay,—but that’ll be
Friday. But do ye know Fractions?’ I intimated an idea that I did. He
didn’t seem at all to believe it,—‘did I understand them?’ I felt
rather absurd and hypocritical, and again said I _did_ rather
decidedly. However not a bit would he believe me,—gave me (as a severe
test, I suppose) ¾ x ⅝ to do and explain. Well,—did it! ‘But why?’ I
am sure I shall always hereafter have pity on unfortunate examinees
pounced upon. The whole thing seemed so absurd,—I was so annoyed,—it
seemed so silly standing up by that imp of a Sandy with a slate,—that
I very nearly failed to give any rational explanation. However I did
somewhat, and he had rather grudgingly to grant, ‘Ay, I see ye know
it.’ Then, when I asked him about the Algebra, it seemed he had none
but quite beginners (don’t I pity them?) and ‘it wasn’t his subject’!
in fact, clearly enough he didn’t know as much as I did. Amazed at my
astounding erudition, ‘Where had I learned?’ ‘Oh, in England.’ ‘Ay?’
(very surprised) ‘the English gairls generally come very bad at
Arithmetic,—we’ve one just now doesn’t know her tables.’ I laughed
out. ‘Well, you mustn’t take her for a specimen.’ He seemed to think
that the national average! ‘Ay, but most we’ve had are very bad at
it,’ very resolutely. He must be a good judge by the specimen I saw.
Well, he kept hovering round me as a sort of strange animal, and told
me how the girls changed every year, and how he went through from the
First Rules to Decimals as the _ne plus ultra_.”
Clearly there was nothing to be gained here, so next morning she
“explained and apologised” to the Principal, and found him “very nice
and pleasant.” Her first impulse was to go straight back to London (in
fact arrangements were made for her to live with Miss Wodehouse and
study at Bedford College) but in the end wiser counsels prevailed. That
arithmetic class was not the high-water mark of Edinburgh achievement
even as regarded the education of its women. S. J.-B. made the
acquaintance of Miss Blyth, who introduced her to Mr. Begbie, Miss de
Dreux and others, so she settled down to a varied course of work, living
comfortably in lodgings with Alice to “do for her.” To Mr. Begbie she
expresses her gratitude over and over again.
“Mathematics not much with S. In answer to Miss de Dreux told the
truth. They so nice sensible and honest,—teachers born, ‘without
respect of persons’. Mr. Begbie glad to hear truth,—promises me a
better far tomorrow. Mr. Weisse a good teacher,—right good. German
less formidable than I expected.”
One gathers from the letters that she made an extraordinarily vivid
impression on her teachers: several of them refused to take fees, and
Mr. Begbie persisted in his refusal.
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