The Life of St. Teresa of Jesus, of the Order of Our Lady of CarmelTeresa, of Avila, Saint
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The Life of St. Teresa of Jesus, of the Order of Our Lady of Carmel
Teresa, of Avila, Saint
Avila (Spain) -- Biography; Christian saints -- Spain -- Avila -- Biography; Teresa, of Avila, Saint, 1515-1582
2. Our Lord was pleased to succour me in a great measure,--and,
for the moment, altogether,--by bringing to the place where I was
that blessed friar, Peter of Alcantara. Of him I spoke before,
and said something of his penance. [1] Among other things, I
have been assured that he wore continually, for twenty years, a
girdle made of iron. [2] He is the author of certain little
books, in Spanish, on prayer, which are now in common use; for,
as he was much exercised therein, his writings are very
profitable to those who are given to prayer. He kept the first
rule of the blessed St. Francis in all its rigour, and did those
things besides of which I spoke before.
3. When that widow, the servant of God and my friend, of whom I
have already spoken, [3] knew that so great a man had come, she
took her measures. She knew the straits I was in, for she was an
eye-witness of my afflictions, and was a great comfort to me.
Her faith was so strong, that she could not help believing that
what others said was the work of the devil was really the work of
the Spirit of God; and as she is a person of great sense and
great caution, and one to whom our Lord is very bountiful in
prayer, it pleased His Majesty to let her see what learned men
failed to discern. My confessors gave me leave to accept relief
in some things from her, because in many ways she was able to
afford it. Some of those graces which our Lord bestowed on me
fell to her lot occasionally, together with instructions most
profitable for her soul. So, then, when she knew that the
blessed man was come, without saying a word to me, she obtained
leave from the Provincial for me to stay eight days in her house,
in order that I might the more easily confer with him. In that
house, and in one church or another, I had many conversations
with him the first time he came here; for, afterwards, I had many
communications with him at diverse times.
4. I gave him an account, as briefly as I could, of my life, and
of my way of prayer, with the utmost clearness in my power.
I have always held to this, to be perfectly frank and exact with
those to whom I make known the state of my soul. [4] Even my
first impulses I wish them to know; and as for doubtful and
suspicious matters, I used to make the most of them by arguing
against myself. Thus, then, without equivocation or concealment,
I laid before him the state of my soul. I saw almost at once
that he understood me, by reason of his own experience. That was
all I required; for at that time I did not know myself as I do
now,so as to give an account of my state. It was at a later time
that God enabled me to understand myself, and describe the graces
which His Majesty bestows upon me. It was necessary, then, that
he who would clearly understand and explain my state should have
had experience of it himself.
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