The Life of St. Teresa of Jesus, of the Order of Our Lady of CarmelTeresa, of Avila, Saint
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The Life of St. Teresa of Jesus, of the Order of Our Lady of Carmel
Teresa, of Avila, Saint
Avila (Spain) -- Biography; Christian saints -- Spain -- Avila -- Biography; Teresa, of Avila, Saint, 1515-1582
4. I know by frequent experience that there is nothing which puts
the devils to flight like holy water. They run away before the
sign of the cross also, but they return immediately: great, then,
must be the power of holy water. As for me, my soul is conscious
of a special and most distinct consolation whenever I take it.
Indeed, I feel almost always a certain refreshing, which I cannot
describe, together with an inward joy, which comforts my whole
soul. This is no fancy, nor a thing which has occurred once
only; for it has happened very often, and I have watched it very
carefully. I may compare what I feel with that which happens to
a person in great heat, and very thirsty, drinking a cup of cold
water--his whole being is refreshed. I consider that everything
ordained by the Church is very important; and I have a joy in
reflecting that the words of the Church are so mighty, that they
endow water with power, so that there shall be so great a
difference between holy water and water that has never been
blessed. Then, as my pains did not cease, I told them, if they
would not laugh, I would ask for some holy water. They brought
me some, and sprinkled me with it; but I was no better. I then
threw some myself in the direction of the negro, when he fled in
a moment. All my sufferings ceased, just as if some one had
taken them from me with his hand; only I was wearied, as if I had
been beaten with many blows. It was of great service to me to
learn that if, by our Lord's permission, Satan can do so much
evil to a soul and body not in his power, he can do much more
when he has them in his possession. It gave me a renewed desire
to be delivered from a fellowship so dangerous.
5. Another time, and not long ago, the same thing happened to me,
though it did not last so long, and I was alone at the moment.
I asked for holy water; and they who came in after the devil had
gone away,--they were two nuns, worthy of all credit, and would
not tell a lie for anything,--perceived a most offensive smell,
like that of brimstone. I smelt nothing myself; but the odour
lasted long enough to become sensible to them.
6. On another occasion, I was in choir, when, in a moment, I
became profoundly recollected. I went out in order that the
sisters might know nothing of it; yet those who were near heard
the sound of heavy blows where I was, and I heard voices myself,
as of persons in consultation, but I did not hear what they said:
I was so absorbed in prayer that I understood nothing, neither
was I at all afraid. This took place almost always when our Lord
was pleased that some soul or other, persuaded by me, advanced in
the spiritual life. Certainly, what I am now about to describe
happened to me once; there are witnesses to testify to it,
particularly my present confessor, for he saw the account in a
letter. I did not tell him from whom the letter came, but he
knew perfectly who the person was.
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