The Life of St. Teresa of Jesus, of the Order of Our Lady of CarmelTeresa, of Avila, Saint
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The Life of St. Teresa of Jesus, of the Order of Our Lady of Carmel
Teresa, of Avila, Saint
Avila (Spain) -- Biography; Christian saints -- Spain -- Avila -- Biography; Teresa, of Avila, Saint, 1515-1582
3. I was once in the deepest distress, because I knew that a
person to whom I was under great obligations was about to commit
an act highly offensive to God and dishonourable to himself.
He was determined upon it. I was so much harassed by this that I
did not know what to do in order to change his purpose; and it
seemed to me as if nothing could be done. I implored God, from
the bottom of my heart, to find a way to hinder it; but till I
found it I could find no relief for the pain I felt. In my
distress, I went to a very lonely hermitage,--one of those
belonging to this monastery,--in which there is a picture of
Christ bound to the pillar; and there, as I was imploring our
Lord to grant me this grace, I heard a voice of exceeding
gentleness, speaking, as it were, in a whisper. [2] My whole
body trembled, for it made me afraid. I wished to understand
what was said, but I could not, for it all passed away in
a moment.
4. When my fears had subsided, and that was immediately, I became
conscious of an inward calmness, a joy and delight, which made me
marvel how the mere hearing a voice,--I heard it with my bodily
ears,--without understanding a word, could have such an effect on
the soul. I saw by this that my prayer was granted; and so it
was; and I was freed from my anxieties about a matter not yet
accomplished, as it afterwards was, as completely as if I saw it
done. I told my confessors of it, for I had two at this time,
both of them learned men, and great servants of God.
5. I knew of a person who had resolved to serve God in all
earnestness, and had for some days given himself to prayer, in
which he bad received many graces from our Lord, but who had
abandoned his good resolutions because of certain occasions of
sin in which he was involved, and which he would not avoid; they
were extremely perilous. This caused me the utmost distress,
because the person was one for whom I had a great affection, and
one to whom I owed much. For more than a month I believe I did
nothing else but pray to God for his conversion. One day, when I
was in prayer, I saw a devil close by in a great rage, tearing to
pieces some paper which he had in his hands. That sight consoled
me greatly, because it seemed that my prayer had been heard.
So it was, as I learnt afterwards; for that person had made his
confession with great contrition, and returned to God so
sincerely, that I trust in His Majesty he will always advance
further and further. May He be blessed for ever! Amen.
6. In answer to my prayers, our Lord has very often rescued souls
from mortal sins and led others on to greater perfection. But as
to the delivering of souls out of purgatory, and other remarkable
acts, so many are the mercies of our Lord herein, that were I to
speak of them I should only weary myself and my reader. But He
has done more by me for the salvation of souls than for the
health of the body. This is very well known, and there are many
to bear witness to it.
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