The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth EditionMaude, Aylmer
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The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth Edition
Maude, Aylmer
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
I have just been reading the letters of one of our highly educated
and advanced men of the forties, the exile Ogaryóf, to another
yet more highly educated and gifted man, Herzen. In these letters
Ogaryóf gives expression to his sincere thoughts and highest
aspirations, and one cannot fail to see that--as was natural to
a young man--he rather shows off before his friend. He talks
of self-perfecting, of sacred friendship, love, the service of
science, of humanity, and the like. And at the same time he calmly
writes that he often irritates the companion of his life by, as he
expresses it, 'returning home in an unsober state, or disappearing
for many hours with a fallen, but dear creature.'...
Evidently it never even occurred to this remarkably kind-hearted,
talented, and well-educated man that there was anything at all
objectionable in the fact that he, a married man, awaiting the
confinement of his wife (in his next letter he writes that his
wife has given birth to a child) returned home intoxicated, and
disappeared with dissolute women. It did not enter his head that
until he had commenced the struggle, and had at least to some
extent conquered his inclination to drunkenness and fornication, he
could not think of friendship and love, and still less of serving
any one or any thing. But he not only did not struggle against
these vices--he evidently thought there was something very nice in
them, and that they did not in the least hinder the struggle for
perfection; and therefore instead of hiding them from the friend in
whose eyes he wishes to appear in a good light, he exhibits them.
Thus it was half a century ago. I was contemporary with such men.
I knew Ogaryóf and Herzen themselves and others of that stamp, and
men educated in the same traditions. There was a remarkable absence
of consistency in the lives of all these men. Together with a
sincere and ardent wish for good, there was an utter looseness of
personal desire, which, they thought, could not hinder the living
of a good life, nor the performance of good and even great deeds.
They put unkneaded loaves into a cold oven, and believed that bread
would be baked. And then, when with advancing years they began to
remark that the bread did not bake--_i.e._ that no good came of
their lives--they saw in this something peculiarly tragic.
This was written twenty years later; but it was latent in his mind at
the time, and furnishes a clue to the fact that he never really made
friends with these men.
Of Herzen as a writer Tolstoy ultimately came to have a very high
opinion, and admitted that he exerted a very considerable influence on
the mind of educated Russia.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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