The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth EditionMaude, Aylmer
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The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth Edition
Maude, Aylmer
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
We were all there, and as usual on the eve of a battle, we
all made believe not to think of the morrow more than of any
other day, and we all, I am sure, at bottom, felt our hearts
contract a little (and not a little, but a great deal) at
the thought of the assault. As you know, the time before a
fight is the most disagreeable: it is only then that one has
time to be afraid, and fear is a most disagreeable feeling.
Towards morning, the nearer the moment came the more the
feeling diminished, and towards 3 o'clock when we were all
expecting to see a shower of rockets let off, which was the
signal for the attack, I was so well inclined for it that I
should have been much disappointed if any one had come to
tell me that the attack was not to take place. And there!
Just an hour before the time for the attack, an aide-de-camp
comes from the Field-Marshal [Paskévitch, who for a time took
over the supreme command of the army of the Danube] with
orders to raise the siege of Silistria! I can say, without
fear of making a mistake, that this news was received by all,
soldiers, officers, and generals, as a real misfortune, the
more so as we knew from the spies--who very often came to us
from Silistria, and with whom I very often had occasion to
speak--that once we had taken this fort (about which none
of us felt any doubt) Silistria could not have held out for
more than 2 or 3 days. Is it not true that if this news was
calculated to pain any one, it must have been the Prince,
who having all through this campaign arranged everything for
the best, yet saw, in the very middle of the action, the
Field-Marshal override him and spoil the business? Having
this one chance to repair our reverses by this assault, he
received counter-orders from the Field-Marshal at the moment
of commencing! Well, the Prince was not put out of temper for
a moment. He who is so impressionable, was, on the contrary,
pleased to be able to avoid that butchery, the responsibility
for which he would have had to bear; and during the whole time
of the retreat--which he directed personally, not wishing to
cross (the Danube) before the last of the soldiers--which took
place with remarkable order and exactitude, he was gayer than
he has ever been. What contributed much to his good humour,
was the emigration of nearly 7000 Bulgarian families, whom we
took with us as a reminder of the ferocity of the Turks: a
ferocity in which, in spite of my incredulity, I was obliged
to believe. As soon as we quitted the different Bulgarian
villages we had occupied, the Turks returned to them, and
except women young enough for a harem, they made a clean sweep
of all that was in them.
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