The Life, Travels, and Literary Career of Bayard TaylorConwell, Russell H.
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The Life, Travels, and Literary Career of Bayard Taylor
Conwell, Russell H.
Taylor, Bayard, 1825-1878
To which another makes reply in the words below, which so delicately and
feelingly refer to his early love, his sorrow at the death of Mary, his
first wife, and the brightness of the later affection. To one who has
passed through the same trying experience, these lines are marvellously
expressive:—
“What haps I met, what struggles, what success
Of fame, or gold, or place, concerns you less,
Dear friend, than how I lost that sorest load
I started with, and came to dwell at last
In the House Beautiful.”
“You, who would write ‘_Resurgam_’ o’er my dead,
The resurrection of my heart shall know.”
“For pain, that only lives in memory,
Like battle-scars, it is no pain to show.”
Then he goes on to recite a tale so like his own, that it needs scarce
any change, but to substitute the names of himself, and those he loved,
for the fictitious names we find in the poems. But, before making further
quotation, the reader should be made acquainted with the circumstances
which prompted those illuminated lines.
While Mr. Taylor was away, Miss Agnew gradually and surely declined
in health, until consumption, with all its terrible certainty and
serpent-like stealth, made her its victim. It was one of those
unaccountable visitations which sometimes come to the young and beautiful
in the midst of joy and perfect content. How sadly the news of her
sickness fell upon the heart of her lover, and how tenderly and anxiously
he prayed and waited for letters from her, which should contain better
tidings, he has himself related. Pale and weak, she greeted him on his
return from California, with the prediction that she could not live
beyond the falling leaves. No skill, no tender nursing, no charm of an
abiding love, could stay the hand of death, which, as unseen and secret
as the decay in a rose, gradually stole away her color, her beauty, and
her life.
He felt that he must lose her; and the whole world, which had before
appeared so bright, became dark and chilly. The test showed that while
his ambition led him to see the great nations of the earth, to write
poems for posterity, and to write his name in italics on the scrolls of
fame, there was one solace, one comfort, one desire, which included all
the others and made them subservient. He was true to his plighted word.
He had become noted and prosperous, while she had remained at the country
farm-house in Kennett. He was the associate of Bryant, Greeley, Webster,
and Willis; she, the companion of the farmers and Quakers of Chester
County. But strong, manly, and honest, his love knew no abatement and his
respect felt no check.
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