The Lilac Sunbonnet: A Love StoryCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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The Lilac Sunbonnet: A Love Story
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Fiction; Love stories
Ralph Peden's heart stopped beating for a tremendous interval of
seconds. Then the dammed-back blood-surge drave thundering in his
ears. He swayed, and would have fallen but for the parapet of the
bridge and the clinging arms about his neck. All his nature and
love in full career stopped dead. The shock almost unhinged his
soul and reason. It was still so dark that, though he could see
the outline of her head and the paleness of her face, nothing held
him but the intense and vivid fascination of her eyes. Ralph would
have broken away, indignant and amazed, but her arms and eyes held
him close prisoner, the dismayed turmoil in his own heart aiding.
"Yes, Ralph Peden," Jess Kissock said, cleaving to him, "and you
hate me because it is I and not another. You think me a wicked
girl to come to you in her place. But you called her because you
loved her, and I have come because I loved you as much. Have I not
as much right? Do not dream that I came for aught but that. Have I
not as good a right to love as you?"
She prisoned his face fiercely between her hands, and held him off
from her as if to see into his soul by the light of the lingering
lake of ruddy light low in the west.
"In your Bible where is there anything that hinders a woman from
loving? Yet I know you will despise me for loving you, and hate me
for coming in her place."
"I do not hate you!" said Ralph, striving to go without rudely
unclasping the girl's hands. Her arms fell instantly again about
his neck, locking themselves behind.
"No, you shall not go till you have heard all, and then you can
cast me into the loch as a worthless thing that you are better rid
of."
Through his disappointment and his anger, Ralph was touched. He
would have spoken, but the girl went on:
"No, you do not hate me--I am not worth it. You despise me, and do
you think that is any better? I am only a cottar's child. I have
been but a waiting-maid. But I have read how maids have loved the
kings and the kings loved them. Yes, I own it. I am proud of it. I
have schemed and lain awake at nights for this. Why should I not
love you? Others have loved me without asking my leave. Why should
I ask yours? And love came to me without your leave or my own that
day on the road when you let me carry your books."
She let her arms drop from his neck and buried her face in her
hands, sobbing now with very genuine tears. Ralph could not yet
move away, even though no longer held by the stringent coercion of
this girl's arms. He was too grieved, too suddenly and bitterly
disappointed to have any fixed thought or resolve. But the good
man does not live who can listen unmoved to the despairing catch
of the sobbing in a woman's throat. Then on his hands, which he
had clasped before him, he felt the steady rain of her tears; his
heart went out in a great pity for this wayward girl who was
baring her soul to him.
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