The Lilac Sunbonnet: A Love StoryCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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The Lilac Sunbonnet: A Love Story
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Fiction; Love stories
"No, for myself," said the minister, with a certain firmness and
high civility, which made the young man ashamed of himself, "I am
no true son of the Marrow. I have indeed served the Marrow kirk in
her true and only protesting section for twenty-five years; but I
am only kept in my position by the good grace of two men--of your
father and of Walter Skirving. And do not think that they keep
their mouths sealed by any love for me. Were there only my own
life and good name to consider, they would speak instantly, and I
should be deposed, without cavil or word spoken in my own defence.
Nay, by what I have already spoken, I have put myself in your
hands. All that you have to do is simply to rise in your place on
the Sabbath morn and tell the congregation what I have told you--
that the minister of the Marrow kirk in Dullarg is a man rebuking
sin when his own hearthstone is unclean--a man irregularly
espoused, who wrongfully christened his own unacknowledged child."
Allan Welsh laid his brow against the hard wood of the study table
as though to cool it.
"No," he continued, looking Ralph in the face, as the midnight
hummed around, and the bats softly fluttered like gigantic moths
outside, "your father is silent for the sake of the good name of
the Marrow kirk; but this thing shall never be said of his own
son, and the only hope of the Marrow kirk--the lad she has
colleged and watched and prayed for--not only the two
congregations of Edinburgh and the Dullarg contributing yearly out
of their smallest pittances, but the faithful single members and
adherents throughout broad Scotland--many of whom are coming to
Edinburgh at the time of our oncoming synod, in order to be
present at it, and at the communion when I shall assist your
father."
"But why can not I marry Winsome Charteris, even though she be
your daughter, as you say?" asked Ralph.
"O young man," said the minister, "ken ye so little about the kirk
o' the Marrow, and the respect for her that your father and myself
cherish for the office of her ministry, that ye think that we
could permit a probationer, on trials for the highest office
within her gift, to connect himself by tie, bond, or engagement
with the daughter of an unblest marriage? That wouald be winking
at a new sin, darker even, than the old." Then, with a burst of
passion--"I, even I, would sooner denounce it myself, though it
cost me my position! For twenty years I have known that before God
I was condemned. You have seen me praying--yes, often--all night,
but never did you or mortal man hear me praying for myself."
Ralph held out his hand in sympathy. Mr. Welsh did not seem to
notice it. He went on:
"I was praying for this poor simple folk--the elect of God--their
minister alone a castaway, set beyond the mercy of God by his own
act. Have I not prayed that they might never be put to shame by
the knowledge of the minister's sin being made a mockery in the
courts of Belial? And have I not been answered?"
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