The Lilac Sunbonnet: A Love StoryCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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The Lilac Sunbonnet: A Love Story
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Fiction; Love stories
It was the face of a fair girl, with the same dark-blue eyes of
the girl now before him, and the same golden hair--the face of an
earlier but not a fairer Winifred. Allan Welsh set his teeth, and
caught at the table to stay his dizzying head. The letters were
his own. It was Walter Skirving's stern message to him. From the
very tomb his own better self rose in judgment against him. He saw
what he might have been--the sorrow he had wrought, and the path
of ultimate atonement.
He had tried to part two young lovers who had chosen the straight
and honest way. It was true that his duty to the kirk which had
been his life, and which he himself was under condemnation
according to his own standard, had seemed to him to conflict with
the path he had marked out for Ralph.
But his own letters, breaking from their brittle confining band,
poured in a cataract of folded paper and close-knit writing which
looked like his own self of long ago, upon the table before him.
He was condemned out of his own mouth.
Winsome sat with her face turned to the window, from which she
could see the heathery back of a hill which heaved its bulk
between the manse and the lowlands at the mouth of the Dee. There
was a dreamy look in her eyes, land her heart was far away in that
Edinburgh town from which she had that day received a message to
shake her soul with love and pity.
The minister of the Dullarg looked up.
"Do you love him?" he asked, abruptly and harshly.
Winsome looked indignant and surprised. Her love, laid away in the
depths of her heart, was sacred, and not thus to be at the mercy
of every rude questioner. But as her eye rested on Allan Welsh,
the unmistakable accent of sincerity took hold on her--that accent
which may ask all things and not be blamed.
"I do love him," she said--"with all my heart."
That answer does not vary while God is in his heaven.
The eye of Allan Welsh fell on the miniature. The woman he had
loved so long ago took part in the conversation.
"That is what you said twenty years ago!" the unseen Winsome said
from the table.
"And he loves you?" he asked, without looking up.
"If I did not believe it, I could not live!"
Allan Welsh glanced with a keen and sudden scrutiny at Winsome
Charteris; but the clearness of her eye and the gladness and faith
at the bottom of it satisfied him as to his thought.
This Ralph Peden was a better man than he. A sad yearning face
looked up at him from the table, and a voice thrilled in his ears
across the years--
"So did not you!"
"You know," said Allan Welsh, again untrue to himself, "that it is
not for Ralph Peden's good that he should love you." The formal
part of him was dictating the words.
"I know you think so, and I am here to ask you why," said Winsome
fearlessly.
"And if I persuade you, will you forbid him?" said Allan Welsh,
convinced of his own futility.
Winsome's heart caught the accent of insincerity. It had gone far
beyond forbidding love or allowing it with Ralph Peden and
herself.
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