The Lions of the Lord: A Tale of the Old WestWilson, Harry Leon
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The Lions of the Lord: A Tale of the Old West
Wilson, Harry Leon
Historical fiction; Latter Day Saint pioneers -- Fiction; Western stories
He could no longer fight off the truth. It was facing him now in all
its nakedness, monstrous to obscenity, demanding its due measure from
his own soul’s blood. He aroused himself, shivering, and looked out
into the room where the shadows lay heavy, and from whence came the
breathing of the sleepers. He picked up the now sputtering candle, set
in its hole bored in a block of wood, and held it up for a last look at
the little woman-child. He was full of an agony of wonder as he gazed,
of piteous questioning why this should be as it was. The child stirred
and flung one arm over her eyes as if to hide the light. He put out the
candle and set it down. Then stooping over, he kissed the pillow beside
the child’s head and stepped lightly to the door. He had come to the
end of his subterfuges—he could no longer delay his punishment.
Outside the moon was shining, and his horse moved about restlessly. He
put on the saddle and rode off to the south, galloping rapidly after he
reached the highway. Off there was a kindly desert where a man could
take in peace such punishment as his body could bear and his soul
decree; and where that soul could then pass on in decent privacy to be
judged by its Maker.
Chapter XXII.
The Picture in the Sky
If something of the peace of the night-silence came to him as he rode,
he counted it only the peace of surrender and despair. He knew now that
he had been cheated of all his great long-nursed hopes of some superior
exaltation. Nor this only; for he had sinned unforgivably and incurred
perdition. He who had fasted, prayed, and endured, waiting for his
Witness, for the spreading of the heavens and the glory of the open
vision, had overreached himself and was cast down.
When at last he slowed his horse to a walk, it was the spring of the
day. The moon had gone, and over on his left a soft grayness began to
show above the line of the hills. The light grew until it glowed with
the fire of opals; through the tree-tops ran little stirs of
wakefulness, and all about him were faint, furtive rustlings and
whispers of the new day. Then in this glorified dusk of the dawn a
squirrel loosed his bark of alarm, a crested jay screamed in answer,
and he knew his hour of atonement was come.
He pressed forward again toward the desert, eager to be on with it. The
page with the wash of blood across it seemed to take on a new vividness
in the stronger light. Under the stain, the letters of the words were
magnified before his mind,—_“And as ye would that men should do to
you—”_ It seemed to him that the blood through which they came heated
the words so that they burned his eyes.
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