The Lions of the Lord: A Tale of the Old WestWilson, Harry Leon
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The Lions of the Lord: A Tale of the Old West
Wilson, Harry Leon
Historical fiction; Latter Day Saint pioneers -- Fiction; Western stories
And she was his wife, his who had starved year after year for the light
touch of a woman’s hand and the tones of her voice that should be for
him alone. He knew now that he had ached and sickened in his yearning
for this, and she stood there for him in the soft night. He knew she
was waiting, and he knew he desired above all things else to go to her;
that the comfort of her, his to take, would give him new life, new
desires, new powers; that with her he would revive as she had done. He
waited long, indulging freely in hesitation, bathing his wearied soul
in her nearness—yielding in fancy.
Then he walked off into the night, down through the village, past the
light of open doors, and through the voices that sounded from them, out
on to the bare bench of the mountain—his old refuge in temptation—where
he could be safe from submitting to what his soul had forbidden. He had
meant to take up a cross, but before his very eyes it had changed to be
a snare set for him by the Devil.
He stayed late on the ground in the darkness, winning the battle for
himself over and over, decisively, he thought, at the last. But when he
went home she was there in the doorway to meet him, still silent, but
with eyes that told more than he dared to hear. He thought she had in
some way divined his struggle, and was waiting to strengthen the odds
against him, with her face in the light of a candle she held above her
head.
He went by her without speaking, afraid of his weakness, and rushed to
his little cell-like room to fight the battle over. As a last source of
strength he took from its hiding-place the little Bible. And as it fell
open naturally at the blood-washed page a new thing came, a new
torture. No sooner had his eyes fallen on the stain than it seemed to
him to cry out of itself, so that he started back from it. He shut the
book and the cries were stilled; he opened it and again he heard
them—far, loud cries and low groans close to his ear; then long
piercing screams stifled suddenly too low, horrible gurglings. And
before him came the inscrutable face with the deep gray eyes and the
shining lips, lifting, with love in the eyes, above a gashed throat.
He closed the book and fell weakly to his knees to pray brokenly, and
almost despairingly: “Help me to keep down this self within me; let it
ask for nothing; fan the fires until they consume it! _Bow me, bend me,
break me, burn me out—burn me out_!”
In the morning, when he said, “Martha, the harvest is over now, and I
want you to go north with me,” she prepared to obey without question.
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