England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Her avoidance of the Reverend Christopher struck him at first as modest,
discreet, and in the best possible taste. But presently it seemed to him
that she rather overdid it. There were many things he would have liked
to discuss with her, but she always evaded talk with him. Why? he began
to ask himself why. And the question wormed through his brain more and
more searchingly. He had seen her at work now; he knew her powers, and
her graces--the powers and the graces that made her the adored of her
Friendly girls and her carving boys. He remembered, with hot ears and
neck crimson above his clerical collar, that interview. The things he
had said to her! How could he have done it? Blind idiot that he had
been! And she had taken it all so sweetly, so nobly, so humbly. She had
only needed a word to turn her from the frivolities of the world to
better things. It need not have been the sort of word he had used. And
at a word she had turned. That it should have been at _his_ word was not
perhaps a very subtle flattery--but the Reverend Christopher swallowed
it and never tasted it. He was not trained to distinguish the flavours
of flatteries. He never tasted it, but it worked in his blood, for all
that. And why, why, why would she never speak to him? Could it be that
she was afraid that he would speak to her now as he had once spoken? He
blushed again.
Next time he met her she was coming up to the church with a big basket
of flowers for the altar. He took the basket from her and carried it in.
"Let me help you," he said.
"No," she said in that sweet, simple, grave way of hers. "I can do it
very well. Indeed, I would rather."
He had to go. The arrangement of the flowers took more than an hour, but
when she came out with the empty basket, he was waiting in the porch.
Her heart gave a little joyful jump.
"I want to speak to you," said he.
"I'm rather late," she said, as usual; "couldn't you write?"
"No," he said, "I can't write this. Sit down a moment in the porch."
She loved the masterfulness of his tone. He stood before her.
"I want you to forgive me for speaking to you as I did--once. I'm
afraid you're afraid that I shall behave like that again. You needn't
be."
"Score number one," she said to herself. Aloud she said--
"I am not afraid," and she said it sweetly, seriously.
"I was wrong," he went on eagerly. "I was terribly wrong. I see it quite
plainly now. You do forgive me--don't you?"
"Yes," said she soberly, and sighed.
There was a little silence. Her serious eyes watched the way of the wind
dimpling the tall, feathery grass that grew above the graves.
"Are you unhappy?" he asked; "you never smile now."
"I am too busy to smile, I suppose!" she said, and smiled the beautiful,
humble, appealing smile he had so longed to see again, though he had not
known the longing by its right name.
"Can't we be friends?" he ventured. "You--I am afraid you can never
trust me again."
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