England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"I think I will leave it with mother to take care of." So she took the
pot in her hands again and carried it to her mother's grave. Of course,
they had told Charling that her mother was an angel now and was not in
the churchyard at all, but in heaven; only heaven was a very long way
off, and Charling preferred to think that mother was only asleep under
the green counterpane with the daisies on it. There had been a green
coverlet to the bed in mother's room, only it had white lilac on it,
and not daisies. So Charling set down the pot, and she knelt down beside
it, and wrote on it with a piece of blue chalk from her pocket: "_From
Charling to mother to take care of._" Then she cried a little bit more,
because she was so sorry for herself; and then she smelt the thyme and
wondered why the bees liked it better than white geraniums; and then she
felt that she was very like a little girl in a book, and so she forgot
to cry, and told herself that she was the third sister going out to seek
her fortune.
After that it was easy to go on, especially when she had put the crystal
stone, which hung heavy and bumpy in the pocket, beside the geranium
pot. Then she kissed the tombstone where it said, "Helen, beloved wife
of----" and went away among the green graves in the sunshine.
Mother had died when she was only five, so that she could not remember
her very well; but all these three years she had loved and thought of a
kind, beautiful Something that was never tired and never cross, and
always ready to kiss and love and forgive little girls, however naughty
they were, and she called this something "mother" in her heart, and it
was for this something that she left her kisses on the gravestone. And
the gravestone was warm to her lips as she kissed it.
* * * * *
It was on a wide, furze-covered down, across which a white road wound
like a twisted ribbon, that Charling's courage began to fail her. The
white road looked so very long; there were no houses anywhere, and no
trees, only far away across the down she saw the round tops of some big
elms. "They look like cabbages," she said to herself.
She had walked quite a long way, and she was very tired. Her dinner of
sweets and stale cakes from the greeny-glass bottles in the window of a
village shop had not been so nice as she expected; the woman at the shop
had been cross because Charling had no pennies, only the five-shilling
piece father had given her when he went away, and the woman had no
change. And she had scolded so that Charling had grown frightened and
had run away, leaving the big, round piece of silver on the dirty little
counter. This was about the time when she was missed at home, and the
servants began to search for her, running to and fro like ants whose
nest is turned up by the spade.
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