England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
SHE had been thinking of him all day--of the incredible insignificance
of the point on which they had quarrelled; the babyish folly of the
quarrel itself, the silly pride that had made the quarrel strong till
the very memory of it was as a bar of steel to keep them apart. Three
years ago, and so much had happened since then. Three years! and not a
day of them all had passed without some thought of him; sometimes a
happy, quiet remembrance transfigured by a wise forgetfulness; sometimes
a sudden recollection, sharp as a knife. But not on many days had she
allowed the quiet remembrance to give place to the knife-thrust, and
then kept the knife in the wound, turning it round with a scientific
curiosity, which, while it ran an undercurrent of breathless pleasure
beneath the pain, yet did not lessen this--intensified it, rather.
To-day she had thought of him thus through the long hours on deck, when
the boat sped on even keel across the blue and gold of the Channel, in
the dusty train from Ostend--even in the little open carriage that
carried her and her severely moderate luggage from the station at Bruges
to the Hotel du Panier d'Or. She had thought of him so much that it was
no surprise to her to see him there, drinking coffee at one of the
little tables which the hotel throws out like tentacles into the Grande
Place.
There he sat, in a grey flannel suit. His back was towards her, but she
would have known the set of his shoulders anywhere, and the turn of his
head. He was talking to someone--a lady, handsome, but older than
he--oh! evidently much older.
Elizabeth made the transit from carriage to hotel door in one swift,
quiet movement. He did not see her, but the lady facing him put up a
tortoiseshell-handled _lorgnon_ and gazed through it and through
narrowed eyelids at the new comer.
Elizabeth reappeared no more that evening. It was the waiter who came
out to dismiss the carriage and superintend the bringing in of the
luggage. Elizabeth, stumbling in a maze of forgotten French, was met at
the stair-foot by a smiling welcome, and realised in a spasm of
grateful surprise that she need not have brought her dictionary. The
hostess of the "Panier d'Or," like everyone else in Belgium, spoke
English, and an English far better than Elizabeth's French had been.
She secured a tiny bedroom, and a sitting room that looked out over the
Place, so that whenever he drank coffee she might, with luck, hope to
see the back of his dear head.
"Idiot!" said Elizabeth, catching this little thought wandering in her
mind, and with that she slapped the little thought and put it away in
disgrace. But when she woke in the night, it woke, too, and cried a
little.
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