Mental illness -- Fiction; Russia -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English; Teachers -- Fiction
Sasha felt distressed, dropped his arms and looked guiltily at the
white marks of his fingers on Liudmilla's left cheek. Liudmilla took
advantage of his confusion. She quickly pulled the shirt from both
shoulders to his elbows. Sasha recovered himself, tried to get away
from her but only made things worse--Liudmilla pulled the sleeves off
his arms and his shirt fell down to his waist. Sasha felt cold, and a
new flood of shame, hard and pitiless, made his head whirl. He was now
naked to the waist. Liudmilla held his arms tightly and patted his back
with her trembling hand, looking at the same time into his downcast,
strangely gleaming eyes under their blue-black eyebrows.
Suddenly these eyelashes trembled, his face was wrinkled by a pitiful,
childish grimace, and he began to sob.
"You wicked girl!" he exclaimed in a sobbing voice. "Let me go!"
"Cry-baby!" said Liudmilla angrily, and pushed him away.
Sasha turned away, drying his tears on the palms of his hands. He
felt ashamed because he was crying. He tried to hold back his tears.
Liudmilla looked eagerly at his naked back.
"How much beauty there is in the world!" she thought. "People hide so
much beauty from themselves. Why?"
Sasha, shrinking ashamedly with his naked shoulders, tried to put on
his shirt, but it only became entangled in his trembling hands and
he could not get his arms into the sleeves. Sasha caught hold of his
blouse--let the shirt remain as it was for the present.
"Oh, you're afraid for your property. No, I shan't steal it!" said
Liudmilla in a loud, angry voice, ringing with tears.
She threw him the belt impetuously, and turned towards the window. Much
she wanted him, wrapped up in his grey blouse, the horrid boy!
Sasha quickly put on his blouse, somehow arranged his shirt and looked
at Liudmilla cautiously, indecisively and shamefacedly. He saw that she
was wiping her cheeks with her fingers; he walked up to her timidly
and looked into her face--and the tears which were trickling down her
cheeks weakened him into pity--and he felt no longer ashamed and angry.
"Why are you crying, dear Liudmillotchka?" he asked quietly.
And suddenly he flushed--he remembered that he had struck her.
"I hit you--forgive me! I didn't do it on purpose," he said timidly.
"Are you afraid you'll melt away, you silly boy, that you won't sit
with your shoulders naked?" said Liudmilla reproachfully. "Or are you
afraid that you'll get sunburnt, or your beauty and innocence be lost?"
"But why do you want me to do it, Liudmillotchka?" said Sasha with a
grimace of embarrassment.
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