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“Ah! He is not for me!” cried mademoiselle Blanche, appropriately, her
chin in her hand as she looked out with brilliant, intelligent eyes at
the far horizon. It was strange to see her sitting there, her face
whetted by artificial emotion, dyed and touched and rearranged to suit a
fashion, among things as primitive as rocks and cliffs and sky. “It is a
music without breathing; without blood; the music of a trance. The waves
do not break, the clouds do not sail, the birds are silent; one is fixed
in an eternity. I do not like eternity.”
“Ah, mademoiselle,” said André, “monsieur Giles here, who is a
Platonist, will tell you that only when we reach eternity do we find
life.”
André’s fox-seraph face was artificial, too, though so differently.
Everything he had experienced had been a selection. He had had, all his
life through, only to stretch forth his beautiful hand and take from the
heaped and splendid _corbeille_ offered him by destiny what fruit,
curious or lovely, most tempted him. And his grace, his gift, lay in the
fact that he was tempted only by what was curious or lovely. There was
nothing of sloth or sensuality in his being. Tempered like steel, he
mastered every lesser taste by one finer, and Giles saw him like one of
the gravely joyous youths of the Parthenon frieze riding life, as if it
were a perfectly broken steed. How exquisite a being must madame Vervier
be to have attached him! Such was the thought that passed through
Giles’s mind, revealing to him, as it did so, how far he had advanced in
the understanding of pagandom. And a stranger thought followed it.
Unwilling as he was to admit it, it was yet indisputable that Owen had
gained a value in his eyes from having been chosen by such a being; from
having been André de Valenbois’s predecessor. Whatever Owen had
lost—and Giles knew that the loss was beyond computation—that he had
certainly gained. Meanwhile, on the subject of eternity and César
Franck, he maintained a silence which, he hoped, might not seem too
morose.
When they returned to Les Chardonnerets with their _pêche_, madame
Vervier sat on the verandah embroidering. Monsieur de Maubert was beside
her, and Giles felt sure, from the moment he set eyes upon them, that
monsieur de Maubert had by now fully repeated to her the conversation of
yesterday. Giles’s impressions and discoveries and beliefs were known to
her; and, no doubt, the fact that he had never had a mistress. She and
monsieur de Maubert had talked him over and over and up and down, but
what they had made of him he could not even imagine.
Her eyes met his with the bland serenity of a statue’s. “Have you had a
good _pêche_?” she asked Alix. She took her by the hand and drew her to
her side and looked down into the bucket. “Admirable! Albertine will be
overjoyed. _Dieu, que tu as chaud, ma chèrie!_”
“It is the climb up the cliff, Maman,” Alix bent her head obediently
while her mother passed a handkerchief over her neck and brows.
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