British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
It was then madame Vervier, after their little pause, who supplied, with
a strange softness, the evident name.—“Toppie.”
“Yes, Toppie.” Giles turned his head away and fixed his eyes on the blue
outside.
And madame Vervier sat silent. Very gently she laid down her
stone—Giles was never to forget the look of that smooth, pinkish-grey
stone—and folded her hands in her lap. She rested her eyes upon the
young man—though his head was turned away from her Giles knew that she
was looking at him;—and the silence, in the pale room, with the
brilliant day beating from without upon it, grew long. It grew so long
that Giles had time to draw his mind from his own confusion and to
wonder what was in hers.
Then, when she spoke, her voice was so new to him, so unexpected, that
it was as if a new chapter in his knowledge of her opened gently before
his eyes. Uncertainty, hesitation was in it; something almost shy; a
lovely sweetness. It was revealed to him that for all her goddess-like
invulnerability she might have known a qualm of pity for Toppie; it was
revealed to him that a romantic girl still lived in her heart, rapt in
the wonder of a love-story. “But then—does not that make it all right?”
she said.
“How do you mean, right?” Giles asked.
“If you love Toppie?—Will you not marry her? Will you not both be
happy?—In your beautiful English way of happiness—for ever after?”
She was smiling at him from her cloud of shyness, seeming to feel the
secret disclosed to her too beautiful and delicate for her to venture
near its nest; and the childlike quality he had seen in her forehead
irradiated all her features, while in sincerest, most ingenuous joy she
forgot her own hopes.
“You see,” said Giles—and he spoke gently to that child—“Toppie would
never have me. She’ll never love anyone but Owen.”
Owen’s name did not for a moment stay her. “Never? Oh, no. You are young
enough to believe in that word; and so is she. I am old and wise in
that. You may trust me when I tell you that it is a word too large for
our slight human nature. So many eternities”—madame Vervier smiled at
him—“I have seen melt away.”
“She’d never have me,” Giles repeated.
“You think that no one will have you. It is not so.—Have you tried?”
“No.” Giles shook his head. “I don’t think I want to try, really—I
don’t think I want her different.”
“_Dieu!_” madame Vervier now breathed. “You will embrace a celibate
life?”
“I don’t know. Perhaps I shall. I never thought about it,” poor Giles
muttered. “I’ve never thought about Toppie in that way. I’ve always
loved her—ever since I was a boy—knowing that she could only be for
somebody else.”
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