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“Yes. Beautifully dignified; beautifully secure. I always feel of Alix
that she would be safe, always and everywhere. Yes; those are just the
words for Alix.”
“And it’s not exactly righteousness, is it?” Giles went on, finding more
words since Toppie liked these ones. “It’s integrity. Like a little
noble Roman girl.”
“Integrity. Yes.” Toppie mused on Alix. But then, alas, she came back to
Alix’s mother. “The same in loveliness; the same in dignity and
security.—In what ways different, then, Giles?”
He knew that there was hardly anything he could say of madame Vervier
that it would not be unwise to say. He watched an ant, disturbed by his
change of posture, thread its anxious way amongst the tufts of heather
and felt that he was like the ant. He, too, must go forward and find the
path that promised most safety. “Well, she’s more impulsive, I feel;
more selfish; less fastidious.”
Toppie, for a moment, reflected in silence. He saw her dimly, sitting
there beside him, a grey silhouette against the sky. “Less fastidious?”
she then said, and it was as if he had presented her with an object that
she turned reluctantly, and with surprise, in her hands: “How strange.
Owen gave me no impression of that. He gave me the impression of someone
quite finished, quite exquisite; in every way. How do you mean less
fastidious?”
“Oh, I don’t exactly know,” said Giles, and he feared it was uneasily.
“Merely in the sense, perhaps, that she’d put up with all sorts of queer
people, for the sake of not being bored, that Alix wouldn’t care to
have. She is exquisite; very exquisite.”
“You did like her, didn’t you, Giles? Very, very much?”
“Well, hardly very, very,” he qualified, pausing with wary antennæ, as
it were. “She’s not my sort, really. That’s all that it comes to.”
He could not see Toppie’s features, but he felt her more intent, and in
her next words he saw that he had seemed to call Owen’s taste in
question—as well as madame Vervier’s. “Wasn’t that only because you
didn’t see enough of her? She was so much Owen’s sort.”
“It doesn’t follow she’d be mine, would it? Owen and I were really very
different, weren’t we, Toppie, dear?”
“Yes; very different. But you always liked the same people. It surprises
me—so much—that you shouldn’t like Alix’s mother.”
“But I didn’t say that, Toppie! ‘Liking’ isn’t the word. She is
charming. She is too charming; that’s what it comes to.” Giles felt
himself go forward to a new outlet. “Too much the woman of fashion; too
sophisticated and highly flavoured for anyone so simple as I am. You
know I am much simpler than Owen. He was a man of the world, and I,
however long I live, will never be a man of the world. If one’s just the
shambling, shabby, scholastic type one will never feel at home with
brilliant, resourceful people. It’s as if”—Giles found the simile with
satisfaction—“I liked rice pudding while Owen could appreciate caviare.
Madame Vervier is caviare, as far as I am concerned.”
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