British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
London, dusty and drowsy on this Autumn evening, seemed to yawn and
smile and had, Alix thought, a welcoming air. It was a kind city. She
even saw beauty in it, and commented on the Royal Hospital as they drove
through Chelsea. “How well it goes in the thick, soft air—that period,
that colour.” She had never liked London so much, although she came to
it with an unwillingness so much greater than the unwillingness of last
year, and it seemed to her, leaning back in the taxi beside Giles, her
kitten against her cheek, that the dropped aitches, the little
green-grocer’s shops, the strolling lovers, and the river gliding
silvery-grey behind its trees, all went together in the impression of
ease and kindliness.
In Aunt Bella’s flat all the windows were widely opened to the
freshness, and Aunt Bella received not only her, but Blaise, quite as a
matter of course. This matter-of-courseness, Alix had begun to feel, was
a distinctive English trait. Once they knew you, they accepted you; you
and your kittens. They had no surmises about you. You were simply there.
Was it, Alix wondered, while she changed her dress in her little pink
room—Blaise cautiously reconnoitring from piece to piece of the
furniture—was it that Aunt Bella saw her benevolently as an _œuvre de
guerre_, or sentimentally as a legacy from the dead nephew? As she
reflected on her own presence, so intimately among them, Alix felt that
if Maman’s motives were mysterious to her from their complexity, Aunt
Bella’s would be mysterious from their simplicity. And it was all like
London again; like the cosy little shops with the carrots and cabbages
heaped before their windows, the muffling air and unadventurous river.
There was peace in such simplicity, peace in being among people who had
nothing to hide and who would hardly be able to imagine that you might
have.
She felt at dinner that Aunt Bella looked at her, in her altered way of
dressing, a little as Miss Grace and Jennifer had looked when Lady Mary
talked to her about Henri de Mouveray. Aunt Bella, no doubt, found the
little dress that Maman had so cleverly contrived out of two Empire
scarves, curious rather than interesting. Charming in colour, dull blue
shot with silver, it was a marvel of convenience as well as so pretty.
One turn and it fell into place, leaving arms and shoulders bare,
knotting low about the hips and falling in long silvery fringes to the
ankle. Seen in Aunt Bella’s flat it had undoubtedly a very Parisian air,
and perhaps Aunt Bella felt it too Parisian, for she began to question
Alix about France’s foreign policy with some severity. Alix gathered
that in Aunt Bella’s eyes her country was behaving badly.
“But we want the Germans to suffer,” she said. “If they are not made to
suffer sufficiently, they will make us suffer again and perhaps destroy
us.”
“But that is being revengeful, my dear child. And so short-sighted, too.
You don’t change people’s hearts by making them suffer. You harm
yourself as well as them.”
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