British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“One may have one’s own children and yet have to take care of the
others, too, you know, Alix,” Mrs. Bradley smiled, finishing her tea and
taking up a packet of case papers. “All these are other people’s
children.”
“One needn’t care for one’s own, or for other people’s unless one wants
to,” Rosemary commented. “People specialize nowadays and know that some
women are maternal and some aren’t. I’m sure I’m not. I couldn’t be
bothered with children, or with a husband either—It’s as good as a play
to hear you talk, you know, Alix—all your quaint French ideas. What can
one hope of a nation that still has them!—Cradles, hearthstones,
hubby’s socks to mend;—that’s what really appeals to you, I suppose.”
“What appeals to me is to be established,” said Alix. “I do not care for
babies; but they are a part of marriage, and no doubt one would come to
like them when one had them. As for the socks—I should hope to marry
well enough to have a maid to do that.”
Rosemary’s eyes rounded. “You mean you’d marry for money?”
Alix smiled: “You are so _réaliste_ in some ways, Rosemary, and so
romantic in others.”
“I hope, dear, you’d never think of marrying for money,” Mrs. Bradley
put in. “Money is a very minor consideration in marriage.”
“Romantic! I romantic!—It’s merely a question of one’s own dignity!”
cried Rosemary; while Alix said: “There would have to be character and
taste and position as well;—but don’t you think, _chère Madame_, that
it is well to marry suitably?”
“Suitably? Yes, of course.” Mrs. Bradley was gently bewildered. “But the
most suitable thing of all is to marry someone one loves.”
Alix, in silence, wondered.
* * * * *
Mr. Westmacott seemed a little better now. She went to the Rectory twice
a week and read aloud in French to him and Toppie. He seemed to enjoy it
and followed if she read very slowly and distinctly. Toppie sat, her
fair head bent over her knitting. She was knitting endless little vests
for the poor babies of one of Mrs. Bradley’s charities. Alix wondered
sometimes what was to become of all those babies. Were they passed on
from Mrs. Bradley to more Mrs. Bradleys, until, at last, in one of the
hospitals administered by the Aunt Bellas, they closed their eyes? Would
some be good citizens and some mere beasts of burden, and some, perhaps,
thieves and scoundrels? All were to begin with those little snowy
woollen vests, and all were to end in coffins. It made her feel strange
to think of it. But when she expressed something of these thoughts to
Toppie one day, Toppie looked at her very gravely, and said: “They are
all to end in heaven, Alix. We are all of us only that; souls setting
out on our journey.” But Alix found it so difficult to think of some
people as souls.
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