British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
If she took refuge with Giles, it was curious and touching to Alix to
note that before Ruth’s assaults Mrs. Bradley more and more took refuge
with her. When Ruth, with a shout of laughter, crowed “Victorian!” at
her mother, Alix begged that the inferiority of this term should be
explained to her. “For in Maman’s salon,” she observed, “clever
people—I mean the ones your clever people quarrel over in the reviews
as to who should claim to have first read them—admire even George Eliot
and Ruskin, I assure you. Admire them greatly.”
“Help! Help!” shrieked Ruth. She knew nothing of the clever people in
Maman’s salon. She had not advanced to the recognition of cleverness
beyond her reach; she had advanced only as far as scorn for
unfashionable tastes, and in herself, as Alix, musing on her, perceived,
she had none of the stuff from which new valuations are made.
“And you know,” Mrs. Bradley, for the sake of historical accuracy put
forward—evading by the mere force of her impersonality any
altercation—“it wasn’t really so long ago when I was young, Ruth. I
didn’t live in the time of crinolines. I was reading my Dostoievsky in
French and my Hardy in English when I was your age, and I don’t seem to
see that you young people have got beyond them.”
“Oh, Mummy darling, it’s not a question of what you read or don’t read!”
cried Ruth, affectionately ruffling her mother’s head. “It’s the colour
of your mind! It’s the pattern of your complexes!”
“There’s some truth in that, you know,” Mrs. Bradley observed to Alix
when, after this sally, Ruth seized her hockey stick and strode away.
Mrs. Bradley always saw whatever of truth there was to be seen in other
people’s positions. She felt no impatience or grievance against her
merciless daughter. She had not time for such reactions. Her own work
occupied all her time. And she hoped for her children that they, too,
would find work that would thus become the meaning of their lives. It
was wonderful in her, this detachment, Alix thought, yet she found fault
with it, and it was the only fault she found in Mrs. Bradley. She should
have felt herself more responsible for the uncouthness of her daughter;
she should have given less thought to the welfare of the London
children, and more to the manners of her own. “It would have been better
for them,” thought Alix, “if she could have become very angry with them.
How excellent for Ruth and Rosemary if they could have been well whipped
from time to time. And it is too late now.”
Mrs. Bradley would have thought whipping irrational and cruel. “She is
too wise, too quiet,” thought Alix. “But then the saints were like that;
wise and quiet and incapable of anger.”
Alix had never cared at all about the saints, and it was strange to feel
that this heretic lady, creedless and uncloistered, made them more real
and more lovable to her.
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