British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“Yes, I believe, too, that it was like that,” said Alix. “I have felt
her changed.”
“You know there’s something in what Ruth says,” Mrs. Bradley went on
after a moment. “I’ve always loved and admired Toppie and thought her a
lovely creature; but I confess to you, Alix—because you understand her
so well—that she has always seemed to me a little heartless. Or is that
too strong a word? I don’t know. Something is lacking. She would spend
herself for people and do everything for them; there is no selfishness
in her at all; but it’s as if she’d do the more because she felt the
less, and had to make up for it. It’s strange, Alix, selfish,
warm-hearted people may give much less pain than lovely people like
Toppie. Owen was selfish compared to Toppie; but I don’t think he ever
gave pain.”
“He was like a pool, was he not?” said Alix, struggling with thoughts
Mrs. Bradley could not guess at; “a pool rippling and perhaps shallow,
but open to the sun; and Toppie is like a well, cold and deep and
narrow. And Giles is like the sea; deep and broad, too. How happy she
might still be if she could love Giles.”
“Yes. Yes.” The tears rose to Mrs. Bradley’s eyes. “And all that he
thinks of is to live for her and all that she thinks of is that Owen is
near her. Isn’t it cruel?—I can’t believe that about darling Owen, you
know. I haven’t her faith, and that distresses her in me, too. She
doesn’t want to be with people who haven’t her faith. I feel that. She
doesn’t want anything that seems to come in any way between her and
him.”
“And if she did not believe him so near, so specially near, she could
think of Giles as near,” said Alix, while a sense of unformulated fear,
often felt, never seen, seemed to press more closely upon her than ever
before. “It is Captain Owen who stands between them.”
“I am afraid he will stand between them always, Alix,” said Mrs.
Bradley.
Giles went off to the Rectory next morning. Ruth, Rosemary, and the boys
had planned a picnic with the Eustaces, but Alix said that she would
remain behind with Mrs. Bradley. By luncheon-time Giles had not returned
and, exchanging glances over the table, each knew that the other found
hope in the prolonged absence, for would Toppie keep Giles with her like
this unless all was going well?
“You will see him when he comes back, Alix,” said Mrs. Bradley when,
after luncheon, she stepped into the car to drive off to the station.
She had an address to give in London that afternoon and would not be
back till late.
“Ah, perhaps he will not want to see me,” said Alix. “I shall be very
discreet. I shall be there for him if he wants me; but not otherwise.”
“I think Giles would always want to see you, whatever had happened to
him,” said Mrs. Bradley.
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