British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
But Giles would have none of such assurances. “I didn’t imagine you
could. I hadn’t told my own mother. If anyone can blame me, it’s she.”
“And I’m sure she forgives you,” said Lady Mary.
“But, of course, darling,” Mrs. Bradley, confused, murmured. “How could
you have done differently?”
“And did you think, then,” Lady Mary, all mildness, continued, “that it
would never come out?”
“I knew it would have to come out if Alix ever got married,” said Giles.
“In your case, I knew that you and madame Vervier were to meet. Alix had
seen to that.”
“Yes,” Lady Mary meditated, her eyes on his. “Alix saw to it. Yes; you
knew you could count on Alix. We can all count on Alix. Alix was
perfect.” She had moved away from the theme of reproach, but it still
smarted in Giles and it was with a heavy gaze that he listened as she
went on, sweetly showing him that she, too, appreciated to the full
their little French girl. “She made everything clear. I never met such
clearness. It was wonderful to hear her on that day. Jerry had really, I
believe, touched her heart a little—poor little dear—but the last
thing she was thinking about was her own heart. She was thinking of all
sorts of strange claims and duties. The children, if she married, would
have to be Catholics, she told me! And she could not marry anyone who
asked her to give up France.”
“I hope you recognize,” said Giles, his heavy gaze on her, “that she
would have been just as perfect if, not being French and not being a
Catholic, she’d accepted Jerry.”
It was then as if, in the heavy eyes of the young man sitting there,
Lady Mary found herself arrested by an unfamiliar image of herself. She
had come to do exquisitely what had to be done; and to do it so
exquisitely that the element of forbearance in her attitude should be
barely, if at all, perceptible. She was, perhaps, doing it exquisitely;
but the mirror of dispassionate contemplation presented to her in
Giles’s gaze showed her, for perhaps the first time in her life, an
unbecoming distortion of her features. She might have been seen as
poised there, regretting that she had exposed herself to the revelation.
Then, feeling, no doubt, that no evasion was possible, she submitted to
seeing that while she could retain the grace of candour she must lose
the grace of disinterestedness, and answered: “She wouldn’t have been
nearly so perfect for my purposes.”
Giles, at that, turned his eyes away.
“You see, the truth is, my dear Giles,” said Lady Mary, and it was
perhaps not the least part of her discomfort to know that he was
uncomfortable for her, “dear little Alix needs someone better and braver
to deal with her situation than I can afford to be. Someone quite, quite
detached and devoted must fall in love with her; someone without a
worldly mother to shackle his impulses.—I’m sure he will turn
up,”—Lady Mary’s smile dwelt on him, but Giles did not meet it. “And as
far as I am concerned, my best security is Alix herself. I’m perfectly
aware of that.”
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