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Jerry had never had to face anything that was difficult. Everything
about him seemed to be saying that as he sat there, his thoughtful
cigarette in his hand, his russet head poised meditatively. He saw Alix
as a bright object that he naturally wanted, and now it was shown to him
that, bright as she might be, darkness lay about her. It was evident to
Giles that he turned away from the thought of darkness as he said
presently: “Isn’t she absolutely the loveliest creature you ever
beheld?”
“Do you know,” Giles confessed, surprised by the change of theme, but
willing to follow to the best of his ability, “I’ve never thought much
about Alix’s appearance. I don’t suppose one does when one has known
someone from a child. I suppose she is lovely. I like everything her
face means; and the more I know Alix the more it goes on meaning.”
“She’s a Nike,” said Jerry, gazing at the fire. “She’s on the prow of a
Greek ship flying over the wine-dark sea. You’ve seen her dance—in that
white and crystal dress with the silver round her head—it’s like the
rhythm of Shelley’s Hymn of Pan. When I look at her dancing, I long to
dance with her; when I dance with her, I long to be looking at her. Odd,
isn’t it, how one never can get enough at once. She’s got the most
extraordinarily cold eyes, you know,” said Jerry, fully launched upon
his theme. “Even when one’s dancing with her and looks down into
them;—she’s so happy, she smiles up at you—and yet they are as cold,
as blue, as deep as mountain lakes.”
“Yet she’s not cold,” said Giles. He was seeing Alix as Jerry spoke
about her eyes, not dancing, not smiling, but looking as she had looked
the other morning when she had said: “Now, if other things should fail
her, she will know at least I am there to be depended upon.” With the
words he had seen her go forward to take her mother by the hand. A
tenderness, passionate, enfolding, had thrilled beneath the quiet words.
How right had madame Vervier been in believing that she could count
always upon Alix.—And Jerry only saw her dancing.
But he himself wanted Alix to dance. He wanted her to marry Jerry. He
believed that it might still be possible if Jerry could be good enough.
“If you hold on, you know,” he said—and Jerry could not think it
irrelevant—“I feel sure your mother will stand by you, and if she
stands by you, everything will fall into place and you and Alix can go
on dancing. So hold on. Deserve her. I’m standing by you already, as you
know.” He smiled down at Jerry, so young, so slight, but so charming and
so sound. If Jerry could get strength enough to hold on, he would waft
Alix far away. Philosophers could have little to do with dancing white
and silver Nikes. “Deserve her, you see,” he repeated.
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