British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
Giles stood at a window and looked out and listened to a garden-warbler
singing ceaselessly, like a running brook, among the branches. His heart
was full of presage, for he had not seen Toppie since the dreadful day
that had severed them from the past. Yet the song of the garden-warbler,
rippling incessantly over his fear, seemed to dissolve it into a happy
melancholy.—“The past is over, not forgotten, but over, over,”—the
song seemed to be saying. “This sweetness, this sunlight, this
tranquillity is the present. Believe in it, live in it, as I do. She is
not angry with you any longer. You have not failed.”
And when Toppie entered, he saw that she was not angry and that he had
not failed. More than that; there was much more than that for him in
Toppie’s face; but he could not at first determine what it was.
She was changed. So changed that it was almost as if he had forgotten
her and was seeing her for the first time again. Perhaps it was that
since last seeing her all his thoughts of her had been changed. Personal
hopes, personal longings, were gone, and seen without the aching glamour
that they had cast about her Toppie was at once less and more beautiful.
For never before had he recognized the defects and deficiencies of her
face. She was a pale, thin, freckled girl, slightly featured, with dry
lips and colourless eyes. Yet in this newly perceived earthliness there
was revealed to him the fulfillment, as it were, of that celestial
quality he had from the first divined in her.
This was what Toppie was; this was the material that had been given her
to work upon; and it was as if he saw her, through the power of prayer,
lifting from cold and arid soil flowers and fruit to heaven.
She looked at him sweetly and calmly giving him her hand, and saying:
“Dear Giles.”
“I’m so glad.—I’ve so hoped you would see me,” Giles murmured.
“Of course I was to see you. It only wanted a little time—to settle
things,” said Toppie. “Let us go into the garden. Isn’t it the dearest
garden?—I used to come here sometimes when I was a child.”
“Is it all settled?” Giles asked, as they went out and walked along a
grass path to the shade of a lilac-tree. “I mean about the convent;
about your leaving us?”
“It’s all settled.—But we don’t think of it like that, you know,” said
Toppie. “We think it’s to be much nearer you, really.—And then, of
course, I shall be able to see you all sometimes.”
They sat down under the lilac-tree. It was in thick bloom and the
fragrance fell about them.
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