British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
Now that Alix was grown up, now that she was so obviously a beautiful
young girl, he noted that André made no comments on her appearance,
though it was hardly likely that he would remark it less. It was
courageous of madame Vervier to have them there together; though, in
spite of the fear he had seen so plainly in her, it might well be that
the special fear had never occurred to her. Sitting there in the French
sunlight, Giles felt again his old sense of astonishment that such
computations should, so inevitably, on this soil, occur to him; that he
should feel himself, with whatever moral bitterness, accepting
situations that could hardly, in England, present themselves to his
imagination. He felt himself immersed in madame Vervier’s _milieu_; he
felt himself implicated, for was one not implicated when one still felt
all its members charming? But one could not pretend to understand the
French unless one recognized in such situations the workings of a drama
to them commonplace. That special terrible _roman-à-trois_ of mother,
lover, and daughter, might not arise among the _bien pensants_ of the
nation; but the _bien pensants_ themselves would accept it as a
commonplace. They all accepted love as a devastating natural force,
overriding, where no barriers of creed were there to withstand it, the
scruples and inhibitions of taste and principle. They all saw love,
unless it were the duly stamped and docketed love of the Church, as
_Vénus toute entière à sa proie attachée_.
And with this moral difference there went the difference in
everything;—the sunlight and the shadows, the streets, the houses, and
the people. Sunlight and shadows were blue-and-gold, strong and deep,
and the forms they defined revealed, under their spell, a classic
harmony. The people passing, intent on business, or sitting in front of
the cafés, at ease in idleness, saw idleness and work as two quite
different things, not to be confused; each yielding its own savour, its
own satisfaction. The sense of savour, of satisfaction everywhere; of
life as its own justification. The very smell, warm, golden, balmy,
wafted towards him from the _pâtissier’s_ was such as no pastry-cook’s
shop in England could ever yield; a dank surmise of suet and strong tea
would there hang about it and none of the cakes would give one the same
confidence of tasting as good as they looked. Why was it, Giles
wondered, as Alix came out with her flat-bottomed, cone-shaped, snowy
little parcel, saying as she stepped in beside him: “It is in honour of
your arrival, Giles, the _baba_. Maman remembered that you liked them
last summer.”—For no girl in England would look like Alix.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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