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“I find him interesting, but I’m afraid that I do not understand him,”
said Alix, and Giles saw that she slightly flushed as André thus
addressed them.
“He’s far too difficult to begin on,” said Giles. “He’s not for the
beginning at all; he’s for the very end.”
“But I thought that was just his point, that he started at the very
beginning,” said Alix—“with germs, or atoms, or small things like
that.”
“Ah, those are the things one should end with,” Giles assured her,
“because, you see, they are the furthest away from us. The beginning is
an idea, and the end is an atom. You can’t understand an atom, that is,
until you understand an idea. If you’ll come to Oxford and let me teach
you, I’ll land you safely in Bergson after three years.”
“No; I shall read no more philosophy,” said Alix. “I shall not go as far
as ideas or atoms in either direction. I shall stay in between. All the
nicest things are in between, I believe.”
“Bravo! Bravo!” André smiled round at her, and Giles could not interpret
his smile. Alix did not reply. She turned her head and looked out over
the plains.
Vaudettes-sur-Mer in its palisades of trees was before them now, painted
in delicate washes of colour against the sky. “It looks like the
beginning of a fairy-tale, doesn’t it,” said Giles and brought Alix’s
eyes to Vaudettes.
“Yes, like the place children find on the front page,” she said. “And a
happy fairy-tale, isn’t it?”
“But it can’t have the real fairy-tale pang and flavour to you,” said
Giles. “It’s a place I find, but can never keep. You wake up to it and I
wake up out of it. It’s my dream and your reality.”
“But you can keep it, Giles, as much as the Cornish coast, or the Welsh
mountains,” smiled Alix, “as much as we keep it, really;—for it is our
fairy-tale, too.—You have only to come back and find us in it,” said
Alix, and, while she looked before her steadily, he almost thought he
saw a hint of tears in her eyes, as though what he said of her loved
Vaudettes touched her too deeply. Did she see in it the fairy-tale place
of childhood never to be regained?
It was, as it had been last year at Les Chardonnerets, a blue and golden
day. The gulls were floating past on a level with the cliff-top and on
the verandah were monsieur de Maubert and madame Vervier.
They had passed through the wind-bent thickets and seen the sunny flags
with their oleanders and smelt again the fairy-tale smell Giles so
passionately remembered. But—he knew it as he came out on to the stage,
as it were, of the drama—the fairy-tale was spoiled for ever. Madame
Vervier had been its centre; the wine-like sweetness of her smile, her
Circe security, had been its atmosphere. And now the magic was broken.
He could see nothing else as she came forward to greet them, so lovely,
lovelier than ever to his eyes, so kind and simple, welcoming back with
her wide, enveloping gaze the friend who knew so much.
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