British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
They had gone for a long way in silence. A light breeze met them, now
that they had rounded a headland, and the thin panels of madame
Vervier’s dress were blown backward as she went. Goddess-like as he had
always felt her, there was something disembodied, unearthly in her
aspect now. It was as if, gliding through sad Elysian fields, beautiful,
changeless, with gazing eyes, she contemplated the sorrows of the past.
Yet her voice, as she spoke again, was not the voice of an Elysian
spirit. He recognized as he heard it that a bitter humanity still beat
at the heart of her confidences and that her tranquillity was not the
shining of an inner peace, but a shield proudly worn. What she had to
tell him was the thing most difficult to tell; the thing that throbbed
and echoed in her, as the scar of the severed limb burns and remembers;
and all her voice was altered as she spoke of it.
“There were further reasons,” she repeated, turning her face away from
him to the sea. “He knows that it is best to go, since to remain would
be to love Alix.”
And through all his fear, Giles saw it now; he had clung to the hope
that it was an ugly dream. He measured, in a sense of physical sickness,
the difference between an ugly dream and reality as in madame Vervier’s
words his dread was made close and palpable.
“But isn’t that impossible?” It was his English voice that asked the
question. His French understanding knew that it was possible.
“Why so?” madame Vervier’s French voice returned. All the acquiescence
of her race spoke in it. “Alix is exquisite.”
Alix’s face swam before Giles. “But she is your daughter.”
“That would offend his taste. That does offend it. That is one of the
reasons, as I have said, for his consent to our parting. It is not a
reason, if he stayed, that could repress his heart.”
“Couldn’t Alix be trusted to do that?” Giles asked after a moment. He
must ask it. He must approach, in order to know whether madame Vervier
saw it, too, the deepest fear of all. And with what a complex
thankfulness he heard in her reply that Alix’s secret was safe with him.
It did not exist for madame Vervier’s imagination even. A deep, strange
bitterness spoke in her voice as she said: “Her dislike of him is an
added attraction.”
“Her dislike of him? Does she dislike him?”
“Surely you have seen it. As if by instinct. Always. From the first. It
is an added attraction,” madame Vervier repeated; and with a little
laugh, more bitter than her voice, she said: “It is the first time in
his life that André has found himself disliked by a woman.”
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