British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“It is worse than words, Giles. I am not so stupid. You put her out. You
will not look at her. But if you could see her you would understand.
Maman never asks for anything. Why should she? She only gives.”
“I have seen her, you know,” said Giles. In sudden, intense uneasiness,
distress, even, he got up and walked away to the window and stood there,
his back to her, looking out.
“Did that explain nothing?” said Alix.
“She is very beautiful,” said Giles. “I never saw anyone so beautiful.”
“Oh, more, much more than that. How could he help caring for her? How
can one govern one’s love for people? I do not mean that he was right.
But he had always known Toppie, had he not? While Maman was something
quite strange to him. And one thinks most, perhaps, of what is strange.
Oh, I do not forget Toppie. But it would not have been to keep him true
to Toppie, if she had sent him away.”
“She is very beautiful,” Giles repeated, almost dully; as if that were
all he could find to say.
“Oh, Giles, if you could only know her!” said Alix. It was possible to
speak like this to him now. And his back was turned to her and that made
it easier. She leaned her forehead on her hands and looked down at the
table while she went on: “Let me tell you what Maman makes me think of
always. A mountain torrent. We have them in the mountains near Montarel.
So swift, and dark, and clear, with such deep pools among the rocks; and
such great leaps. Oh, more than beautiful! I saw an eagle once when I
was kneeling by a pool. As I looked down into the water, it was as if I
looked down into the sky and there was an eagle, wheeling in the
blue—far, far below me. It gave me the strangest feeling; like Maman
sometimes. And her lovely, small things; like the little pinks and
campanulas that grow along the banks; so sweet and tiny; and little
_mésanges_ with bright blue heads, hanging upside down in the birches.
There is no one like her. Everyone else is still and dull beside her.
Who could help loving her? Toppie would love her, I am sure. You would
love her, too, Giles, if you knew her.”
He had turned, while she spoke, and was looking at her and, lifting her
head, she met his eyes and saw how deeply she had touched him. Deeply
touched, deeply troubled, Giles looked across at her; but she saw that
he was thinking of her and not of Maman. It was as if he were so sorry
for her, and so fond of her, that he hardly knew what to say. And what
he did say at last was: “You are rather like a mountain torrent
yourself; eagles and campanulas and all!”
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