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Monsieur le professeur’s daughters were middle-aged ladies with lean red
faces and grey hair strained tightly back above their ears and clothes
of which all that could be said was that they were warm and clean. So
tall, so spare they were, the pair of them, so rigid and with such
ingenuous eyes, that they made Alix think of the elongated figures on
the western portals of Chartres; only the Misses Cockburn were not
beautiful in their strangeness and had none of the exquisite
_chinoiserie_ of aspect upon which Maman and monsieur Villanelle had
discoursed on that summer afternoon when they had visited the great
cathedral. How it all rushed over her as she sat at the little table
Miss Jennifer had placed for her near the window! She saw them all
three, Maman in white under her white sunshade, in the hot French
sunlight before the sublime object. Up into the blue it went, august,
almost terrifying, so beautiful that it made one want to cry. And as
they had wandered in and out, into the vast, illuminated darkness where
the rose windows hung like apparitions, out into the fretted portals
with the sunlight washing up their steps, Maman had told her of a Queen
Alix who had borne a part in its history. Her heart contracted as she
remembered it all. Maman might have been one of those queens. She so
belonged to Chartres. When Chartres was in one’s blood, what could one
feel for Oxford?
She had time for these comparisons. The Misses Cockburn were kind, but
they paid no attention to her beyond carefully feeding her; as if, she
reflected, she had been a pet dog led in by Mrs. Bradley. People in
England, she had already surmised, did not feel an obligation to
entertain, further than by feeding, other people’s friends.
She sat and ate her scone and drank her tea and looked out at a
laburnum-tree and a hawthorn-tree, all leafless and dripping on the
background of ornamental red brick opposite. All the houses were of red
brick and all so singularly alike in spite of their adventurous
excrescences. “_Plus ça change, plus c’est la même chose_,” thought
Alix, as she watched the tea-time lights come out in the bow-windows
with Gothic points over them, and felt that they held learned, innocent
people who would not be disconcerted by anything that happened in the
universe. She had never seen a place that seemed to her quite so safe as
the Banbury Road. And yet such safety made part of the _tristesse_.
Dieu! how _triste_ it was! How dreadful it would be to be caught and
imprisoned there.
Miss Grace came to draw the curtain and asked Alix if she were warm and
Alix said she was. Giles seemed quite at home, seemed, indeed, part of
it, lifting the scones from the little brass stand before the fire,
talking about municipal elections to Miss Jennifer and about the Bach
Choir to Miss Grace. With Giles as the link of identity between them,
she saw that Heathside was part of the Banbury Road, too. Even Giles
seemed far away as the sense of alienation grew within her.
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