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All the same he understood. She was initiating these comparisons—and it
was so uncharacteristic of her to make comparisons—not from any desire
to disparage, but from the deep, joyous excitement, the love and pride
that could not be repressed and that she could not overtly have
expressed without expressing emotion as well. She thrilled with it, he
knew, leaning beside him, her profile, forcible, intent, golden against
the sea. It looked golden like that because the sun fell on it and the
sea was blue; but he had always thought Alix’s skin a queer colour and
never knew whether he liked or disliked it. Sometimes it was grey, like
pussy-willows: and sometimes it was green, making one think of
olive-trees or the patina on an old bronze; and sometimes, as to-day, it
was pure gold; and always it seemed to be the final expression of
significant structure rather than a decorative bloom, and to go with her
blue eyes and black hair whichever tint it took. But, as he told
himself, he was a sentimental Englishman and liked girls to be the
colour of apple-blossoms.
Alix had fallen to silence now, and he was keeping his mind rather
consciously on their friendly altercation, and even on Alix’s profile,
because he did not wish to reflect on what lay before him. He had not an
idea of what he was to say to Alix’s mother, or to do with her; and it
was no good thinking about it until he saw her; saw her again.
Saw her again! How the phrase brought back the unforgettable pang and
misery. How the unforgettable image floated in his memory, vivid yet
unseizable; irrelevant as it were and not to be woven to any secure
conclusion. It had been the stillest day, that Spring day in the Bois.
The purpling grey of branches, above, behind the wandering pair, had
melted to shroud-like distances and they had emerged before his
astonished eyes like the spectral creatures of a clairvoyant vision;
silent, and with linked arms. He had gazed at them, and as he gazed his
impulse to go forward and greet his brother was checked ere it was
formed. Owen here in Paris: Owen with madame Vervier—he had known at
once that it was she; Owen to look like that. Rooted among the thinly
scattered saplings of the wood he had remained, gazing until they passed
away and the white distance received them into its folds as it had given
them up—ominous disappearance of the brother he was never to see again.
Rooted he stood, and heard the wild, monotonous phrase of a
missel-thrush ring forth suddenly from overhead and felt his mind slowly
take possession of the icy grief that crept upon it. Owen’s face had
given him all the truth; its rapture; its terrible stilled restlessness.
And though she was so quiet, walking there, her head bent down a little,
her eyes fixed before her, Giles had felt, for all the innocence of his
chaste boyhood, that she was so quiet because she possessed him so
completely.
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