"She loved everything, and everything loved her," said Mrs. Tully. "She
was never timid of animals. And yet she always stood in awe of them;
but she was born sense-struck, and her awe was beauty-awe. Yes, she was
an incorrigible hero-worshiper, whether the person was merely beautiful
or did things. And she never will outgrow that beauty--awe of anything
she loves, whether it is a grand piano, a great painting, a beautiful
mare, or a bit of landscape.
"And Paula had wanted to do, to make beauty herself. But she was sorely
puzzled whether she should devote herself to music or painting. In the
full swing of work under the best masters in Boston, she could not
refrain from straying back to her drawing. From her easel she was lured
to modeling.
"And so, with her love of the best, her soul and heart full of
beauty, she grew quite puzzled and worried over herself, as to which
talent was the greater and if she had genius at all. I suggested a
complete rest from work and took her abroad for a year. And of all
things, she developed a talent for dancing. But always she harked back
to her music and painting. No, she was not flighty. Her trouble was
that she was too talented--"
"Too diversely talented," Graham amplified.
"Yes, that is better," Mrs. Tully nodded. "But from talent to genius is
a far cry, and to save my life, at this late day, I don't know whether
the child ever had a trace of genius in her. She has certainly not done
anything big in any of her chosen things."
"Except to be herself," Graham added.
"Which _is_ the big thing," Mrs. Tully accepted with a smile of
enthusiasm. "She is a splendid, unusual woman, very unspoiled, very
natural. And after all, what does doing things amount to? I'd give more
for one of Paula's madcap escapades--oh, I heard all about swimming the
big stallion--than for all her pictures if every one was a masterpiece.
But she was hard for me to understand at first. Dick often calls her
the girl that never grew up. But gracious, she can put on the grand air
when she needs to. I call her the most mature child I have ever seen.
Dick was the finest thing that ever happened to her. It was then that
she really seemed for the first time to find herself. It was this way."
And Mrs. Tully went on to sketch the year of travel in Europe, the
resumption of Paula's painting in Paris, and the conviction she finally
reached that success could be achieved only by struggle and that her
aunt's money was a handicap.
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