"No," Dick interrupted quietly. "We immediately roar, 'Knock his block
off!' and then do it.--She's got us, Evan, hip and thigh. Philosophy,
like religion, is what the man is, and is by him made in his own image."
And while the talk led over the world, Paula sewed on, her eyes filled
with the picture of the two big men, admiring, wondering, pondering,
without the surety of self that was theirs, aware of a slipping and
giving of convictions so long accepted that they had seemed part of her.
Later in the evening she gave voice to her trouble.
"The strangest part of it," she said, taking up a remark Dick had just
made, "is that too much philosophizing about life gets one worse than
nowhere. A philosophic atmosphere is confusing--at least to a woman.
One hears so much about everything, and against everything, that
nothing is sure. For instance, Mendenhall's wife is a Lutheran. She
hasn't a doubt about anything. All is fixed, ordained, immovable.
Star-drifts and ice-ages she knows nothing about, and if she did they
would not alter in the least her rules of conduct for men and women in
this world and in relation to the next.
"But here, with us, you two pound your brass tacks, Terrence does a
Greek dance of epicurean anarchism, Hancock waves the glittering veils
of Bergsonian metaphysics, Leo makes solemn obeisance at the altar of
Beauty, and Dar Hyal juggles his sophistic blastism to no end save all
your applause for his cleverness. Don't you see? The effect is that
there is nothing solid in any human judgment. Nothing is right. Nothing
is wrong. One is left compassless, rudderless, chartless on a sea of
ideas. Shall I do this? Must I refrain from that? Will it be wrong? Is
there any virtue in it? Mrs. Mendenhall has her instant answer for
every such question. But do the philosophers?"
Paula shook her head.
"No. All they have is ideas. They immediately proceed to talk about it,
and talk and talk and talk, and with all their erudition reach no
conclusion whatever. And I am just as bad. I listen and listen, and
talk and talk, as I am talking now, and remain convictionless. There is
no test--"
"But there is," Dick said. "The old, eternal test of truth--_Will it
work?_"
"Ah, now you are pounding your favorite brass tack," Paula smiled. "And
Dar Hyal, with a few arm-wavings and word-whirrings, will show that all
brass tacks are illusions; and Terrence, that brass tacks are sordid,
irrelevant and non-essential things at best; and Hancock, that the
overhanging heaven of Bergson is paved with brass tacks, only that they
are a much superior article to yours; and Leo, that there is only one
brass tack in the universe, and that it is Beauty, and that it isn't
brass at all but gold."
* * * * *
"Come on, Red Cloud, go riding this afternoon," Paula asked her
husband. "Get the cobwebs out of your brain, and let lawyers and mines
and livestock go hang."
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