She closed her eyes in token that the brief audience was over.
Again she was vexed by the tickling cough that threatened to grow more
pronounced.
"I am ready, Dick," she said faintly, still with closed eyes. "I want
to make my sleepy, sleepy noise. Is the doctor ready? Come closer. Hold
my hand like you did before in the little death."
She turned her eyes to Graham, and Dick did not look, for he knew love
was in that last look of hers, as he knew it would be when she looked
into his eyes at the last.
"Once," she explained to Graham, "I had to go on the table, and I made
Dick go with me into the anaesthetic chamber and hold my hand until I
went under. You remember, Henley called it the drunken dark, the little
death in life. It was very easy."
In the silence she continued her look, then turned her face and eyes
back to Dick, who knelt close to her, holding her hand.
With a pressure of her fingers on his and a beckoning of her eyes, she
drew his ear down to her lips.
"Red Cloud," she whispered, "I love you best. And I am proud I belonged
to you for such a long, long time." Still closer she drew him with the
pressure of her fingers. "I'm sorry there were no babies, Red Cloud."
With the relaxing of her fingers she eased him from her so that she
could look from one to the other.
"Two bonnie, bonnie men. Good-by, bonnie men. Good-by, Red Cloud."
In the pause, they waited, while the doctor bared her arm for the
needle.
"Sleepy, sleepy," she twittered in mimicry of drowsy birds. "I am
ready, doctor. Stretch the skin tight, first. You know I don't like to
be hurt.--Hold me tight, Dick."
Robinson, receiving the eye permission from Dick, easily and quickly
thrust the needle through the stretched skin, with steady hand sank the
piston home, and with the ball of the finger soothingly rubbed the
morphine into circulation.
"Sleepy, sleepy, boo'ful sleepy," she murmured drowsily, after a time.
Semi-consciously she half-turned on her side, curved her free arm on
the pillow and nestled her head on it, and drew her body up in nestling
curves in the way Dick knew she loved to sleep.
After a long time, she sighed faintly, and began so easily to go that
she was gone before they guessed. From without, the twittering of the
canaries bathing in the fountain penetrated the silence of the room,
and from afar came the trumpeting of Mountain Lad and the silver whinny
of the Fotherington Princess.
THE END
End of Project Gutenberg's The Little Lady of the Big House, by Jack London
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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