Clergy -- Fiction; Love stories; Scotland -- Fiction
That evening the little minister sat silently in his parlour. Darkness
came, and with it weavers rose heavy-eyed from their looms, sleepy
children sought their mothers, and the gate of the field above the
manse fell forward to let cows pass to their byre; the great Bible was
produced in many homes, and the ten o'clock bell clanged its last word
to the night. Margaret had allowed the lamp to burn low. Thinking that
her boy slept, she moved softly to his side and spread her shawl over
his knees. He had forgotten her. The doctor's warnings scarcely
troubled him. He was Babbie's lover. The mystery of her was only a
veil hiding her from other men, and he was looking through it upon the
face of his beloved.
It was a night of long ago, but can you not see my dear Margaret still
as she bends over her son? Not twice in many days dared the minister
snatch a moment's sleep from grey morning to midnight, and, when this
did happen, he jumped up by-and-by in shame, to revile himself for an
idler and ask his mother wrathfully why she had not tumbled him out of
his chair? To-night Margaret was divided between a desire to let him
sleep and a fear of his self-reproach when he awoke; and so, perhaps,
the tear fell that roused him.
"I did not like to waken you," Margaret said, apprehensively. "You
must have been very tired, Gavin?"
"I was not sleeping, mother," he said, slowly. "I was only thinking."
"Ah, Gavin, you never rise from your loom. It is hardly fair that your
hands should be so full of other people's troubles."
"They only fill one hand, mother; I carry the people's joys in the
other hand, and that keeps me erect, like a woman between her pan and
pitcher. I think the joys have outweighed the sorrows since we came
here."
"It has been all joy to me, Gavin, for you never tell me of the
sorrows. An old woman has no right to be so happy."
"Old woman, mother!" said Gavin. But his indignation was vain.
Margaret was an old woman. I made her old before her time.
"As for these terrible troubles," he went on, "I forget them the
moment I enter the garden and see you at your window. And, maybe, I
keep some of the joys from you as well as the troubles."
Words about Babbie leaped to his mouth, but with an effort he
restrained them. He must not tell his mother of her until Babbie of
her free will had told him all there was to tell.
"I have been a selfish woman, Gavin."
"You selfish, mother!" Gavin said, smiling. "Tell me when you did not
think of others before yourself?"
"Always, Gavin. Has it not been selfishness to hope that you would
never want to bring another mistress to the manse? Do you remember how
angry you used to be in Glasgow when I said that you would marry some
day?"
"I remember," Gavin said, sadly.
"Yes; you used to say, 'Don't speak of such a thing, mother, for the
horrid thought of it is enough to drive all the Hebrew out of my
head.' Was not that lightning just now?"
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