Clergy -- Fiction; Love stories; Scotland -- Fiction
"If any one in Harvie recalls me now, it is as a hobbledehoy who
strode along the cliffs, shouting Homer at the sea-mews. With all my
learning, I, who gave Margaret the name of Lalage, understood women
less than any fisherman who bandied words with them across a boat. I
remember a Yule night when both Adam and I were at her mother's
cottage, and, as we were leaving, he had the audacity to kiss
Margaret. She ran out of the room, and Adam swaggered off, and when I
recovered from my horror, I apologized for what he had done. I shall
never forget how her mother looked at me, and said, 'Ay, Gavin, I see
they dinna teach everything at Aberdeen.' You will not believe it, but
I walked away doubting her meaning. I thought more of scholarship then
than I do now. Adam Dishart taught me its proper place.
"Well, that is the dull man I was; and yet, though Adam was always
saying and doing the things I was making up my mind to say and do, I
think Margaret cared more for me. Nevertheless, there was something
about him that all women seemed to find lovable, a dash that made them
send him away and then well-nigh run after him. At any rate, I could
have got her after her mother's death if I had been half a man. But I
went back to Aberdeen to write a poem about her, and while I was at it
Adam married her."
I opened my desk and took from it a yellow manuscript.
"Here," I said, "is the poem. You see, I never finished it."
I was fingering the thing grimly when Gavin's eye fell on something
else in the desk. It was an ungainly clasp-knife, as rusty as if it
had spent a winter beneath a hedge.
"I seem to remember that knife," he said.
"Yes," I answered, "you should remember it. Well, after three months
Adam tired of his wife."
I stopped again. This was a story in which only the pauses were
eloquent.
"Perhaps I have no right to say he tired of her. One day, however, he
sauntered away from Harvie whistling, his dog at his heels as ever,
and was not seen again for nearly six years. When I heard of his
disappearance I packed my books in that kist and went to Harvie, where
I opened a school. You see, every one but Margaret believed that Adam
had fallen over the cliffs and been drowned."
"But the dog?" said Gavin.
"We were all sure that, if he had fallen over, it had jumped after
him. The fisher-folk said that he could have left his shadow behind as
easily as it. Yet Margaret thought for long that he had tired of
Harvie merely and gone back to sea, and not until two years had passed
would she marry me. We lived in Adam's house. It was so near the
little school that when I opened the window in summer-time she could
hear the drone of our voices. During the weeks before you were born I
kept that window open all day long, and often I went to it and waved
my hand to her.
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