Clergy -- Fiction; Love stories; Scotland -- Fiction
CIRCUMSTANCES LEADING TO THE FIRST SERMON IN APPROVAL OF WOMEN.
A young man thinks that he alone of mortals is impervious to love, and
so the discovery that he is in it suddenly alters his views of his own
mechanism. It is thus not unlike a rap on the funny-bone. Did Gavin
make this discovery when the Egyptian left him? Apparently he only
came to the brink of it and stood blind. He had driven her from him
for ever, and his sense of loss was so acute that his soul cried out
for the cure rather than for the name of the malady.
In time he would have realised what had happened, but time was denied
him, for just as he was starting for the mud house Babbie saved his
dignity by returning to him. It was not her custom to fix her eyes on
the ground as she walked, but she was doing so now, and at the same
time swinging the empty pans. Doubtless she had come back for more
water, in the belief that Gavin had gone. He pronounced her name with
a sense of guilt, and she looked up surprised, or seemingly surprised,
to find him still there.
"I thought you had gone away long ago," she said stiffly.
"Otherwise," asked Gavin the dejected, "you would not have come back
to the well?"
"Certainly not."
"I am very sorry. Had you waited another moment I should have been
gone."
This was said in apology, but the wilful Egyptian chose to change its
meaning.
"You have no right to blame me for disturbing you," she declared with
warmth.
"I did not. I only----"
"You could have been a mile away by this time. Nanny wanted more
water."
Babbie scrutinised the minister sharply as she made this statement.
Surely her conscience troubled her, for on his not answering
immediately she said, "Do you presume to disbelieve me? What could
have made me return except to fill the pans again?"
"Nothing," Gavin admitted eagerly, "and I assure you----"
Babbie should have been grateful to his denseness, but it merely set
her mind at rest.
"Say anything against me you choose," she told him. "Say it as
brutally as you like, for I won't listen."
She stopped to hear his response to that, and she looked so cold that
it almost froze on Gavin's lips.
"I had no right," he said, dolefully, "to speak to you as I did."
"You had not," answered the proud Egyptian. She was looking away from
him to show that his repentance was not even interesting to her.
However, she had forgotten already not to listen.
"What business is it of mine?" asked Gavin, amazed at his late
presumption, "whether you are a gypsy or no?"
"None whatever."
"And as for the ring----"
Here he gave her an opportunity of allowing that his curiosity about
the ring was warranted. She declined to help him, however, and so he
had to go on.
"The ring is yours," he said, "and why should you not wear it?"
"Why, indeed?"
"I am afraid I have a very bad temper."
He paused for a contradiction, but she nodded her head in agreement.
"And it is no wonder," he continued, "that you think me a--a brute."
"I'm sure it is not."
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