Christian life -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
Eighteen months had gone by since Ralph's death. Nothing of any unusual
nature had occurred to Phebe or her household, except the completion of
the Garden Scheme and the settling of the dispute between Hugh Black and
his men. It had been a true resting-time, without any strain, without
any need to study ways and means, and without any attempt to advance in
any direction so far as outward things were concerned. And yet Phebe did
not feel satisfied; there was something missing, life did not satisfy
her in its present outlook. During Ralph's illness all her outside work
had been given up, others had stepped in and carried it on, and she had
never got back to her old place again entirely. This was not through
any unwillingness on her part, it was simply that the way did not open
up.
While Ralph was away there had always been a sense of strain and tension
which had buoyed her on and on. Now that was removed, and there was no
necessity to be on the alert, there had crept over her a weariness and
lassitude.
"Nanna," she suddenly said one day, "I am going to leave you."
"Going to leave me!--never!"
"Not for long, you dear; you may rest on that. But I have thought I
should like to get right away for three or four weeks. I want to view my
life from a distance--that is, if I can. If I get away from my everyday
surroundings perhaps I could see it more clearly. I'm not satisfied with
it."
"But you would take somebody with you? Your sister?"
"No, not my sister; I should be all the time viewing _her_ life if I
did."
"Well, then, take Jack. I should not like you to go alone."
"Yes, I might take Jack."
So the two started on their journey alone, and only Nanna and Aunt
Lizzie knew whither they were bound, both of whom were strictly charged
to keep the matter secret.
What the mountains are to the Swiss, the sea is to the islander. Phebe
and her boy settled down at a watering-place on the east coast, the lad
finding endless amusement and instruction among the fishermen, while the
mother sat on the green cliffs under the shadowing of blossoming trees,
watching the course of the distant river, and the great steamers passing
by bound for foreign shores, but intent mostly with the study of the
past and future. The steamers made steady progress, but the same could
not be said of the personal studies. Day followed day, but no progress
was made. She was just where she was when she first came.
"Show me Thy will, O God," she prayed. "Thou knowest my heart is willing
for it."
One very warm day she had her sunshade up to keep off a darting sunbeam
that would keep dancing on her book, and did not notice a gentleman
taking a seat not two yards away from her. When it was nearly time to
meet Jack for their evening stroll she suddenly became aware of her
neighbour. Both sunshade and book dropped from her hands--only one word
escaped her lips, and it was--
"Stephen!"
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