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"You would be starting life together with something withheld from her;
there would be no thorough trust in each other. And, suppose some one
told her of the occurrence? Such a thing would not be impossible. Better
lose her now than lose her respect when you are tied together for life."
There was a tender pleading in her voice which quite broke David down.
"I believe you're right. I'll do it," he said in a broken voice.
The next morning he was unusually quiet; during the walk to the meeting
in the afternoon he was still as absorbed. Bessie did not know what to
make of matters, trying in vain to read the secret of the gloom on his
face. "I never knew he was of a sulky turn before," she said to herself;
"if this is having a lover it's a mighty queer business. I wonder if
it's something I've done wrong! I wonder if he expected I should have
gone down on my knees in ecstasy last night!" But wonder as she might
there came no answer.
On the journey home David made a desperate effort to get the unpleasant
task over.
"Bessie, there's something I want to tell you which I ought to have told
you last night, but did not like to."
There was such a ring of pain in the voice that Bessie's heart was
touched at once, and for the first time, and of her own accord, she
slipped her hand into his arm. The little action was like balm of Gilead
to David.
"When Mrs. Waring engaged me, she took me without a character," he went
on.
"She did me, too," said Bessie, "so we're in the same boat."
"I had used some of my master's money, and before I could pay him back
he found it out. I was going to return it, for I had money in the
savings bank."
"Did you pay him back?"
"Yes, every penny; but he would give me no reference, and I was
dreadfully afraid mother would find it out. It would have broken her
heart."
"Well, that's all done with now, so forget it. You've good character
enough now for the two of us."
"And you don't think any the less of me?" he asked, bending anxiously
towards her.
"I think all the more of you," she said, looking up frankly into his
face and pressing her hand upon his arm more firmly, "only it's made me
feel rather queer, for I shall now be obliged to tell you not simply one
bad thing I've done, but heaps. In fact, I don't know where to begin."
"That's all nonsense," he said. "I know you are trying to cheer me, and
I bless you for it, but there's still another thing I must say, for I
want that there should never be a shadow between us. I did not want to
tell you of my slip. I don't want you to think I was frank enough to
tell you all this of my own accord. It was Mrs. Waring who pressed me to
tell you."
"That's just like her; she is a dear."
"So she is; she's been the making of me."
"So she has of me. Leastways," added Bessie in her characteristic
manner, "she is making me. The business is not near finished yet."
"It's all right," whispered David to Mrs. Waring as they went into tea.
"I'm so glad," was her reply, "doubly glad."
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