The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He was silent. This was a thought that had been growing in his mind from
day to day, a thought he had refused to face or to consider. What was to
be the end of it all? Suppose he should be ordered home in a week or a
month. What then?... He did not know, and he was unwilling to ask
himself. Rather he would be contented with the little minutes and let
each day care for each day’s problems. When the day of his return
arrived, then the thing must be faced and the question answered.... But
to-night he loved her; wanted to think of nothing but love and the
happiness that such a sweetheart could bestow.... She seemed to wait for
some answer, for some assurance, but he had none to make, and presently
she said, but not with the same happy note in her voice:
“It may be that love is so great a thing that it cannot live forever—as
it is for us. Behol’—one has a mos’ beautiful jewel, and it is ver’ nice
and there is much joy to have it. But consider—if everything one had is
jewels, jewels, jewels, then the firs’ jewel it is not so nice, so
wonderful. _N’est-ce pas?_ It may be it is the same theeng with love. Do
you onderstan’? It is great and ver’ beautiful bicause it is only for
the leetle moments w’en one is yo’ng—and w’en the heart it is ready for
love.... I theenk this is so. Then, what can matter, _bien cher ami_?
Thees love of now is the mos’ bes’ theeng of all life ... bicause,
maybe, it cannot live much long.... Yes, yes, I have seen many ol’ man
and ol’ woman who say they remember thees love—but not one who say he
has thees love still. You see I theenk of it much....”
“Yes, honey.”
“And so I have not fear that you go.... I have only fear that something
happen bifore our little moment of happiness is done—never to come back
again. Do you onderstan’? One day, for all, thees love it begins to fade
and be less lovely. It becomes less strong and not weeth such
wonderfulness.... I have seen. At las’ it is but a friendship and a
memory. But it is a great and a fine friendship bicause of the memory.
Is it not so?... And that is marriage, my friend ... that friendship. It
is but a good regard of each for the other which comes like the bread
after the beautiful growing wheat.... Am I ver’ foolish?”
“No.... No....”
“Bicause of thees that I believe, then I am not sad, but ver’ happy, and
I do not fear. I have what is worth all other theengs—thees leetle
moment of happiness which is love.... I would pay for it weeth
ever’thing. It is worth to pay for weeth much sorrow and weeth much
loneliness.... If you mus’ go—well, dear friend, let it be bifore thees
leetle moment fades.... But we mus’ pretend it shall never fade and that
we are together always as thees.... It is more better so.”
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