The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“It is mos’ difficult—like some philosophy in a big book. I make him
bad, but I do not make him bad, yet he is bad bicause of me....” Her
eyes began to flash as she arose in Kendall’s defense. “It is not true.
What you say is ver’ bad and wicked. For he is nevair bad.... As for me,
I do not theenk I am bad. No. I do not theenk _le bon Dieu_ believes I
am bad. You yourself, mademoiselle, have seen me and speak weeth me. Do
you theenk I am bad?”
“No, dear. I believe you are good.... I mean it. From the bottom of my
heart, I believe you are good.”
“It is well. Then, can one take something bad from one who is good? See!
To be bad is to offend the good God. Have I offended the good God who
smiles when there is a great love? I do not theenk. Have I made Monsieur
Ken to offend the good God?... I should not be happy as I am if it were
so.... Have I made him to do a wickedness? Am I a woman of that sort? It
is not true. All I have desire is for him to be good and to be ver’
happy.... That is not a sin, and it does not make a sin for him.... And
you would not marry him even though you love him.... Mademoiselle, that
is not a good love, not such a love as make the good God to smile.... It
is a wickedness to love so....”
“My dear—”
“No.... Let me speak. Suppose thees Monsieur Ware have love me and marry
me—and I am no more. I am dead. Then you would not marry him?”
“That is different altogether. There would be no reason why I shouldn’t
marry him then.”
“But I tell you, it is the same. Behol’! he loves me so ver’ much, and
one day he does not love me bicause the war is done and he mus’ go home,
and it is not possible for him to carry me weeth him.... The theeng is
ended. It is as if I were dead—as I should desire it to be. The love was
the same as if I have marry him.... He would then nevair be weeth me any
more. I would be as if I were not.... And he would have taken no
harm.... To say that he would be harmed is to say that to love a man
more than any other theeng in the worl’ is to harm him, and to say that,
mademoiselle, is _impie—blasphématoire_—to say a theeng which is an
insult to God.... No!... No!... You make a wrong.... Because he have
love’ then he is better—not more wicked.... I say to you, mademoiselle,
that the love like I have for Monsieur Ware makes to keep him from a
sin. I know.”
Maude’s eyes were not dry. She was listening to a thing that rang with
truth and with goodness. She saw what she had never been able to
perceive before, and it showed her that Kendall Ware could take no harm
from Andree, let their relations be what they might, for Andree was
good, with a simplicity and a faith and a purity greater and better than
any she had ever known. American as she was, reared upon the traditions
of Plymouth Rock, which are as unbending as the laws of the Medes and
Persians, she perceived the truth, saw that to judge is a power withheld
from mortals and jealously guarded by God....
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