The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
They finished breakfast and went down the four flights of stairs, Bert
and Madeleine chatting gaily, Kendall following apprehensively, for they
must pass the omniscient eye of the _concierge_. He was inclined to make
an excuse to go back to the apartment so that he would not be compelled
to take part in the scene he feared.
Bert and Madeleine passed out of the big doors into the concrete-floored
passageway that led to the street, and Kendall drew himself together as
he saw the _concierge_ busily sweeping between them and the outer doors.
She looked up and nodded and smiled. Madeleine stopped and they chatted!
Actually chatted as if—why, as if there was no reason why they should
not chat. And that _concierge_ was a gray-haired, motherly soul who in
Detroit would have gone to foreign missionary meetings! Kendall could
not follow the conversation, but he caught fragments of it. It was just
casual chatter, with here and there a question dropped in to make for a
better acquaintance. Then they bade each other good-by in the most
friendly way imaginable and the trio went out to the street.
Kendall was suspended in mid-air, feet off the ground, nothing solid
within reach. He was in an element that was not his, in a universe where
two solids could occupy the same place at the same time, or where the
shortest distance between two points was a curve. All his rules and
axioms were useless.... He began to realize that the years he had lived
were more or less useless to him, and that if he wished to judge his
present life and the people among whom he lived he must start at the
beginning with an open mind. As an American he could never comprehend
them; he could not think their thoughts nor understand their mental
language. The part of him inherited from his mother could never get into
_rapport_ with France; the part inherited from his father never could
quite comprehend, though it might tolerate with a kindly toleration, and
say: “Well, I don’t understand this way of doing things at all.... But
maybe it’s all right—for the French.”
He kept glancing at Madeleine. Every glance reassured him. She was a
_nice_ girl. He liked her. There was nothing reprehensible about her,
but, on the contrary, she was charming as he liked to see a girl
charming, and modest, and _good_. He felt instinctively that she was
good, just as he had felt that Andree was good.... Somewhere there must
be an explanation. Somehow the thing was reconcilable.
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