The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Sometimes I have a feeling that I’d like to throw up the whole show and
live here forever—be a lotus-eater,” she said, with more seriousness.
“If I were a man—”
“Yes?”
She shrugged her shoulders. “What’s the use?... But I’ll say this—I’m
never going to see things with the same eyes again. I think I’ll be able
to understand that there are two sides to a story.”
This was the same Maude Knox he had known on the vessel crossing the
ocean—a Maude Knox who quite typified his ideas of the _nice_ American
girl, the sheltered, protected, almost prudish creature of his
experience! She had traveled far—and yet she was not less nice because
she had seen more of the life that inhabits the planet, nor because she
had acquired a certain tolerance for manners and customs that were
impossible for herself. It seemed as if she were passing through much
the same mental conflict as himself. Perhaps it was not so pronounced
with her because her experiences had not been so pronounced. But she
seemed to have reached a surer conclusion than he. However, she had
never had his mother. Her inheritances were different, and her
upbringing by her philosopher father had, perhaps, made it possible for
her to progress more rapidly in understanding and clear seeing than
himself.
“For instance,” she said, “if I had met you with that little French girl
a month ago I should probably have cut you.... Especially when you wore
such a guilty look....”
“It wasn’t a guilty look. I—Andree is a mighty nice girl. I introduced
her to you, didn’t I?... Well?”
Her eyes twinkled. He could not decide whether it were derision or
unbelief, and he felt very uncomfortable in consequence. “Just because
she’s French ...” he commenced.
“The young man doth protest too much,” she said. “But what I was going
to say was that it didn’t seem to matter in the least. I suppose it
ought to, but it didn’t.... She looked like such a nice, sweet little
thing.”
“She is.”
“And that’s why the life here in Paris is so bewildering. It upsets all
one’s preconceived notions. It makes one wonder....”
“It does,” he said, emphatically.
“I presume I should be just as intolerant back home as I ever was.”
“It’s different back home.”
“Extremely,” she said, dryly.
Jacques turned suddenly to Maude as the male dressmaker came in with his
pink-cheeked companion of the other night. “You see her,” he said, as
one about to make a statement of distinct interest to the one addressed.
“She ees his girl—yes.... I theenk she look for anozzer boy. Bicause
thees dressmaker, he is ver’ selfish. He make mooch money, but he theenk
only of himself. It ees so.... For example!... He make that yo’ng girl
do _so_—how you say?” He went through the pantomime of shining his
shoes. “That ees not pleasant. _N’est-ce pas?..._ So I theenk she look
about for anozzer boy....”
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