The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He was exalted, yet he was troubled, perplexed, worried, so he walked.
At the Boulevard St.-Germain he turned off to the eastward, crossing the
Seine upon the Pont Sully, and swinging to the left on the Quai Henri IV
until he reached the Boulevard de la Bastille, and so to the place
forever marked in the annals of time as the spot, not where the Bastille
had stood, but as the spot where it had been _destroyed_.... The great
column uprose blackly before him. At his left was a Metro station, its
entrance surrounded by people, who elbowed and surged, or stood or sat
wearily near to that place of subterranean refuge.... For so had the
_Gothas_ affected the imagination of the poor of Paris! Their nights
were nights of terror, for the Hun in his malignant ingenuity sought to
drop his bombs in this quarter of Paris, near the Bastille, in the
Faubourg St.-Antoine—St.-Antoine, mother of revolutions! If these people
could be terrorized, they might be driven to a fresh revolution,
reasoned Berlin.... They were in terror, but there was no fresh
revolution.... And so they cowered about the subway entrances, men,
women, boys, girls, wailing children in arms, ready to descend into the
cold dampness of the tube at the first note of the _alerte_.
It was the first time Kendall had seen this thing, and it went to his
heart. He felt an uprush of rage against the Hun who wrought thus
inhumanly, thus without that sportsmanship which has lifted war from its
mire of blood and horror and degradation, to paint it with the glamour
of chivalry and heroism.... Chivalry was dead, slain by the _boche_, who
made frightful war upon defenseless populations, stark naked, hideous,
savage war stripped of glamour and of glory. The Hun pictured war not as
a St. Michael clad in shining armor and mounted upon a glorious charger,
but as a skeleton from which the decaying flesh had not completely
fallen, riding upon a wolf....
Kendall walked on, turning now toward home. He felt that he could not
sleep unless he walked himself to exhaustion, so he continued on and on
and on. His consciousness was the ground of a battle between the
inheritances that came from his mother and those which came from his
gentle father—in which his own individual, peculiar reason sought to
intervene.
“Look out,” said his mother. “She’s French, and she must be bad. She’s
getting you into her clutches....”
“Now, now,” said his father, “she’s a sweet little thing, perty as a
picture. I don’t see how there can be harm in her, and if there should
be, it wouldn’t be wilful harm.”
“She’s nice,” said Kendall himself. “She’s a nice girl, and nothing’s
going to happen. Why—I tell you, she’s a _nice_ girl!”
And so it went, suspicion, accusation, argument, defense, until his
brain whirled and he was miserable, but always his intelligence, lighted
by meager experience, emerged triumphant with the declaration that she
was a nice girl, and no harm could come of it....
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