The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“It is well,” she said, and clapped her hands merrily.
They were close to the Metro station at the Palais Royal now, and, for
their parting, paused in the blackness of a recess.
“I can’t go home with you—do you mind?”
“Ver’ much.”
“Good-by, _mignonne_....”
For a moment she clung to him, the fear that was upon her manifest in
the trembling of her little body. “Not good-by,” she said. “We must not
say good-by.”
“Four days from to-day—without fail.”
“I shall not fail—I shall come, _certainement_.”
Again their lips met. “Now you must go,” he said, and she turned away
slowly and walked in that dainty way of hers toward the entrance to the
Metro. He stood watching her, expecting her to turn back, but she did
not turn back.... In a moment she disappeared down the stairs. He was
miserable....
But he did not understand—or if he did understand he hid the truth from
himself—what this parting on this evening was to Andree.... Last night
she had confessed that she loved him, and had made him a promise, a
promise that he half understood, but which he pretended to himself he
did not understand at all.... Perhaps he did not really grasp the extent
of her surrender, for young men, American young men of such upbringing
as his, and such code of ethics as he knew, are not equipped to
understand—and sometimes nature has made them very dull.... He had
drifted along with Andree until he was beyond his depth. To drift had
been so easy, for his heart had told him Andree was good—was _nice_....
Now he hid from himself that he was apprehensive of what might come,
just as he tried to hide from himself that his own viewpoint was
changed, and that a thing which had seemed very wrong and squalid and
unthinkable was not, perhaps, so evil as his mother might assert.
At any rate, he had arrived at this point—he would not draw back. Andree
was good, and he loved and respected Andree. And ... it was very
confusing ... he was young and decent and as clean of mind as a man may
be.... But—he was seeing and learning. Plymouth Rock could not legislate
for the world nor impose its prudery and falsity—a prudery and falsity
that made it a punishable offense for a husband to kiss his wife on the
Sabbath day—upon an older world well able to legislate for itself.
America was America. Well and good! Let America live according to the
code it had chosen.... France was France. Who, save only Deity Itself,
could assert that France was less virtuous, less in accord with the
wishes of the Supreme Composer of Ethical Systems, because the ethics of
France were not the ethics of Plymouth, Massachusetts, or of Detroit,
Michigan?
But Kendall did not realize—how could he realize it?—that to Andree,
after her promise of the night before, this parting had been in all its
essentials as if she had been deserted upon her bridal night....
CHAPTER X
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