The Little Review, October 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 7)Various
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The Little Review, October 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 7)
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A childhood spent in the slums of a large city--not in the camaraderie
spirit of the slums but within the close bounds of a little clean
apartment presided over by an aristocratic-notioned mother. Absolute
barrenness of childhood experience--not a toy, never even a rag doll,
not a tree, not a flower, not a picture of any beauty--a household of
petty quarreling and incessant scrubbing and cleaning, and strict
adherence to duties. As the child, now grown, thinks back, she knows
that there was always a subconscious feeling of revolt. She would often
go off for many hours knowing that punishment would follow; she
destroyed much that caused tears in her efforts to create, she craved
and found affection where life was a little richer.
And then came books--avid, unsystematic reading. But life was never
touched intimately and directly from any angle but one of barrenness,
pettiness. A routined school course enriched living by a deep and
lasting friendship. Continually the inner revolt and the outward
conforming dragged along together. And then came a time of complete
awakening, of burning whys, with realization of a dual existence and a
desire for sincerity in living above all things. Life demands some sort
of a medium of expression which has its beginning in childhood
experience. A maturing mind just beginning on impressions that should
have come in childhood is a sorry spectacle. Its desires are so out of
proportion to its human possibilities that it flounders and does
nothing. It finds in itself capacities dulled for want of stimulation,
it looks on things and sees them out of relation to itself. One grows to
despise human beings, to hate living--to see that there is beauty and
radiance in the world only for the chosen ones who respond to it
intimately and not only through day dreams.
Youth is not always synonymous with love of life; the gutter does not
always hold a reflection of the sky, and a conversation or even
understanding with one's parents but seldom solves the problem of soul
imprisonment. Breaking the bars of immediate environment is not so
wonderful a thing for an independent adult, but how is one to overcome
the barriers of a wasted childhood?
_C. A. Z., Chicago_:
What splendid letters those are from George Soule! Every one has been
really worth while and inspiring. Especially the advice and warning he
gives in his last: "Let us go to the theatres next fall prepared to
trace the beginnings of a new stage art in this country; in the
meantime, however, not hoping to escape the flood of cheap and
artistically vicious stuff with which the commercial managers will
attempt to drown our sensibilities."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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