"Don't you think," said Harriet, drawing him close to her and fondling
his chubby hand, "that you could manage to love me best? I want your
love more than Robina does."
"Sorry," said Ralph again.
"Then you do love her best?"
"'Course," said Ralph, "much best."
Harriet pushed him away.
"Then I don't want to sit with you," she said, "nor talk to you. Go to
Robina altogether. I--I suppose I am jealous; it is a horrid thing to
be, but I suppose I am. You needn't have stayed at home for me this
morning. I don't hate you; I was in a passion when I said I did; I love
you very much but--I can't stand a love like yours, the greater part of
which is given to Robina."
"Shall I tell you why I love her?" said Ralph. "'Cause she is strong
and good and brave, and she teaches I lots of things; and she lets I
look into her face; and she tells stories--wonderful stories!"
"Yes," said Harriet. She was gazing intently at the child.
"Now you doesn't," said Ralph. "You did one day when I was with you,
one day when you gave me picnic breakfast and we went to town and bought
things for a picnic tea. But Robina does it every day; and I feel that
she is strong, and--and--I can't help it--I have to love her best."
"I will tell you what I am," said Harriet; "you had best know me for
what I really am. I don't like Robina just for the simple reason that
she is stronger than me, and she can tell better stories, and she has
got Bo-peep and I have not; and she is cleverer than me and has taken my
place in the form. I was happy enough before she came to school, but I
am not happy now."
"I am _so_ sorry," said Ralph. "It seems an awfu' pity, 'cause she
can't help being clever. My father's clever: he can't help it. Does
you hate him 'cause of his big, big brains?"
"Oh, no, no--it's quite different. You don't understand what friendship
means, Ralph."
"Yes, I do: Robina tells me. When your friend isn't happy, you're not
happy; that's one thing 'bout friendship. And you would do anything for
your friend--anything: that's another. I heard father once speak of
that. He did a wonderful big thing for a friend of his. I am always
wanting to do a big thing for Robina, and a big thing for you. I know
it isn't much, but I did stay home for you this morning."
"So you did; and you are a dear little boy; and I wish I wasn't such a
horror myself," said Harriet suddenly. "Leave me, now. Ralph: after
all, there is nothing you can do for me. I am cross, I suppose, but
I'll be better by-and-by."
Ralph went away very sadly. He could not understand Harriet. His
beautiful morning was wasted. Suddenly, he found himself back again by
the round pond. The lilies were looking more lovely than ever in the
sun. A dragon fly had just got out of his chrysalis, and Ralph watched
him for a moment as he poised for flight.
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